It's been a long time since i really update this blog! haha! Life has been awesome! Talking about connect group... I love my girls ttm! I just really need to enlarge my capacity to be a leader to them & grow my passion of being a leader. I just feel that i am still not a very good leader. Still couldn't really handle a lot of things. I thank God for my cgl who always believe in everyone of us. Those days that i was really down & tired, she just pull me up & not out.

Bigger capacity, passion & love for God.. greater charisma, stronger inner man is what i really want. I think i have stay stagnant for very long, really need to grow again. I really want breakthrough in what i've been afraid off & those part of me that has been limiting myself to maximise my potential.

Work.. i can't believe i have worked more than a year over at PGPR already! great friends i have known! Finally i will be working until 1 Aug... no more extending of contract, because school is going to start! I just think that God has been good to me in this job. During those earlier days when i just started working here, i really hope to work just right before my school starts. and it's really happening now!!! ok! I must admit even though i wasn't in my best discipline & character there.. not even shining over there. but i thank God for these great colleagues!

Thoughts & emotions are like rollercoaster... There're many things that i choose to keep quiet. mind still thinking everyday & heart feels a lot... but i guess it's better to keep it to myself.

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