Where have all my dreams & vision gone?
It's like i want to become this & that, but feeling & thinking that can i really do it?
Dreams seems far & unclear.
My dreams seems unachievable...

Maybe i have neglected on my spiritual life, emotions and thoughts have been attacked. Never have i feel so alone, especially during my exam period. I still smile, i still laugh, i still tell people that i love them, it still serve, i still do everything.. but recently i feel lonely, i wonder which friend is really with me? What if i feel that the close friends that i used to have are better than the friends i have now? Isn' it whenever a friend walks away from you, another better friend will come?

I begin to wonder why some people just get so much encouragement from the people around them. They are always surrounded by a same group of good friends (probably best friends) who never fail to encourage and spend time with one another so frequently. Where are mine? When you wish that the people whom you care will care for you as the same... but no... The best friend that i think is my best frien, really my best friend? because it seems like this person's heart is elsewhere and physically elsewhere too.

Well, too much of my ranting. BYE!
:)