I am totally touched & encouraged by what Pst. Kong preached and i really cried buckets. I guess winter season is what I am going through. Discourages after discourages, bad news after bad news, worries after worries...like school tests results & performance on my exam.

Recently, i just received a really bad news. I am really afraid, really so afraid... while everyone is enjoying, i have to accept this, i cried, i am really afraid. My tears even just burst out when i was travelling in the train & in front of my colleagues. But i have been trying to hide my fears when i'm with everyone, especially people whom i have not told. Even those who knew, i just wanna show that i'm alright? It seems like a dream, this can't be happening to me. Somehow self-esteem has get really low. I really come to the extend asking God why, can i not suffer from this? But if it's His will, let it be upon me.

Psalm 3:5, "weeping last for a night, but joy comes in the morning."

Every season will pass. God bring you to this to let you go through something and prepare you for the next season. God will bring me to spring season soon! I believe!! Just got to keep on trusting in Him and not give up.

:)