Friday, October 31, 2003.

++ He never reply to my good night message.... But he don't really reply me everyday ++

---> HaHaZ.. ThiS iS tHe SeCoNd tiMe i Like HiM... i UsEd tO LiKe hiM, mAnY yEaRs aGo.. I doN'T kNoW wHy, i aM jUsT aTtRaCtEd tO hIm...
BuT aFtEr 2 yEaRs FrOm tHe DaY i KnOw HiM, i StArTed tO lOsE fEeLiNgS fOr Him aS i tHoUgHt ThAt i WoULd NeVeR sEe HiM aGaiN... WhEn i WaS iN mY secoNd yEaR iN sEcOnDaRy sChOoL, i DiD wRiTe a LeTtEr, teLLiNg HiM hOw MuCh i FeLL fOr HiM...
aFtEr FeW mOnThS, He RepLiEd mE ThRoUgH sMs... He aSkEd mE, "cAn We sTiLL bE FriEnDs?" ApPaReNtLy, hE hAd rEjEcTeD mE... HoWeVeR, nO tEaRs feLL fRoM mY EyEs... BuT i JuSt sMiLeD aNd rEpLiEd hiM, "sUrE!!" AnD tHiS iS WhEn i ReaLLy cOuLd CoNfIdEnTLy TeLL mYsELf ThAt i ReALLy DoN'T liKe HiM aNy MoRe... FrOm thaT day oNwArDs, hE juSt sTaYeD as a FriEnD iN mY hEaRt...
HoWeVeR mY FeEliNgS fOr hiM chaNgEd FrOm tHe DaY hE cAlleD mE & wE cHattEd fOr 1 hOuR pLuS, tO rEpLyiNg mY mEsSaGeS aNd eNcOuRaGiNg Me... i StArTeD tO FeEL hOpE...
WhY hE MuSt tReAt Me tHiS waY tHaT wiLL mAkE mE tO liKe HiM aGaIn? He iS NoW rEaLLy iMpOrTaNt tO Me tHaT i aM vErY aFraiD tO loSe hiM... I sTiLL wanT tO cOnCeRn HiM, EvEn thOuGh i MaY nOt hAve tHe cHaNcE tO Be wiTh hIm... aNd cOntiNuE tO sTaY aS fRiEnDs foReVeR...
I rEaLLy dOn'T knOw tHaT oThEr tHaN sMs hiM eVeRyDaY, wHaT eLsE i dArE tO dO... aLL tHe mEsSaGeS i HaD sEnD hIm mAy Be a FoRwArDeD mEsSaGe mOsT oF ThE tiMe, bUt ThOsE wOrDs iN ThE meSsAgEs iS wHaT i WaNt tO TeLL hiM hOw mUcH i CaRe FoR HiM, hOw MuCh i MiSs HiM, hOw mUcH He MeAns tO mE etC... bUt i jUsT dArE tO pUt iT aS a FoRwArD mEsSaGe... i rEaLLy dOn"t kNoW wHaT aRe tHe CoNsEqUeNcEs fOr teLLiNg HiM i LiKe HiM vErY MuCh!! YeS, i aM jUsT tiMiD, jUsT aFraiD.. wHaT iF wE cAn'T bE eVeN fRiEnDs afTeR hE kNoW mY fEeLiNgS fOr hiM... WhAt iF hE dOn'T wAnT tO bOtHeR mE aNyMoRe... i Am juSt nOt bRaVe eNoUgH...
AlSo, iN mY hEaRt, i stiLL hAvEn'T fuLLy gEt rId oF tHe aNoThEr "hiM"... I aM tRyiNg vErY hArD tO fOrGeT "hiM" aNd i HaVe bEeN tELLiNg MyseLf tO gIvE uP oN "HiM"... BeCaUsE hE mAkEs mE diSaPpoiNtEd fOr cOuNtLeSs tiMeS... i Am jUsT tiReD... <---

{ 3:02:00 AM }

Thursday, October 30, 2003.

Today afternoon, meet shu hui at jp... walked around there... YeAh... finally bought "At the Dolphin bay" volume 2 le... So hApPy!!!
After that, we met Huey Sin... We went library to look at some books to give us some ideas for doing of the proposal for the cafe... Then we went to KFC to discuss about it... At there, we saw some friends outside KFC.. They came in & we chatted for a while... We 3 continued our work after they went off...
At around 6 plus, we decided not to continue our discussion as we don't really know what to do... Then walked around Jp, & later we went home...

>> Hmm.. SaDz To hEaR fRoM hEr ThAt ...... HoPe tHaT hEr ScAr iN hEr hEaRt CaN hEaL sOoN!!! <<

{ 11:47:00 PM }

--- Wait for 1 day and few hours, he finally reply me... =p Great!! He say got get this yr... heeX..

Then i ask him what is important for a cafe.. haAz.. He is surprise that i ask him this type of question... Then, he give me an idea but i don't know what he is talking about... I say, "huh?" Then he say he don't know what he is taking because too tired already... so want to go and sleep le... HahahaZ.. ;-D ---

{ 12:59:00 AM }

Tuesday, October 28, 2003.

Sms him good night message...

---++ He replied, " Take care good nite"... ++---

I sms him to ask him whether this year he got get his class photo & school year book.. because i remember what he had said when we were chatting on phone that time...

*I am waiting for his reply*

But now quite late already eHz...

{ 11:54:00 PM }

Afternoon.. i went to bugis with Selina, MingKian, Karen and Siew Hui... Before we met, on my way to JP, i saw Christina, my primary school friend... As i was already late for the meeting, so i didn't talk much with her... When i walked passed her, i just say "hi" to her.. and she replied "hi" to me in return in an astounded expression... Then i walked off abruptly... =0
Then i met 4 of them outside the giodano... At bugis, we went to the shop houses which were near to the MRT station 1st... We wanted to buy the presents which are needed for our choir outing to east coast park... We had spotted some items that were within our budget, but we decided to look at other places 1st.. Next, we went to shop around bugis junction... At kinokuniya, Soh Geok they all joined us... I bought a cookbook on doing pasta there... YeAhZ.. i wanna learn cooking.. ^.^ We then went to the bugis village... HahAz.. back to the place again after 3 days!! =b
However, we still didn't buy any presents... So went back to the shop houses again... And finally solve the problem of the presents...
They were discussing about where to have their dinner then... In the mrt, there were quite alot of people as it was the time when many people were going home after work... During our journey in the train, we joked and played some games... Laughing all the way where many people who stood around us gave us the quizzical looks.. heEx.. ;-P Then the girls alighted at JE, leaving me, Shu Ling and Hui Fen because we were not intended to join them for dinner... YuPz.. =D

{ 11:39:00 PM }

Woke up early in the morning... - , - ZzZz... went back to school as a class... Many guys from my class went to highlight their hair... HahaZ.. don't know what to comment... =P We went back to school to get our homeworks & did some planning on the cafe that we are going to set up... Initially, we all went to school with an empty bag.. but later, our bags were filled with alot of stuffs like homeworks, class photos, school magazine, newsletter etc... HeEx.. @_@ Then, ... called us girls to help her to do some things... "+" lll do until 11 something am...


¦-O sLeEpY siAz...

Items i wanna buy:
1. "At ThE doLPhiN bAy" VCD volume 2

{ 12:18:00 PM }

Monday, October 27, 2003.

++--- Everyday forward him a good night message... Yeah.. he did reply me.. "Good nite"... This was what he replied just now... Why it seems that the words getting lesser & lesser... What does this means? Or am i thinking too much? :¬( Although i had said that i don't really mind, but i still feel a little *disappointed*.. But, this few days, he responded to my messages every night.. whereas before, he only responded to my messages once every few days... HaiZz.. =( ---++

{ 11:44:00 PM }

A wet day.... During early afternoon, the rain poured down as if the heaven had just opened its dam... My dad brought my mum to see doctor & i went along too... We went to a family clinic at bukit batok... The area there gave me alot of unforgettable childhood memories... i had been living at there since i was borned till the end of my primary school life... The flat there where i used to live, the shops, the playgrounds, my primary school, Hong Kah, arose my memories of there... Over the years, there has changed but some still remain the same... Although i still go back there every year for this past few years, the feelings that i had were like i don't seemed to belong to that place already... everything had become mature... "_" °°°
Then we went to Courts to see sofa as the one at home has already worn.. However after looking at the sofa there, non of them really satisfied my mum... so didn't buy...

Hmm.. drizzling has stopped...


.... Tomorrow morning, we are going back to school to plan about the cafè that my class will be setting up .... :~p

{ 5:22:00 PM }

Sunday, October 26, 2003.

Just watched Ju-on on SCV, TV version one, showed on 10pm... I feel that it was not as terrified as the time when i watched it at cinema... Maybe the absence of the blasting sound effect & was translated in chinese.. not original one huhz.. "_" That time really freaked me out... It was quite late that time when the show ended, about 11pm... On my way home, my eyes were wandering around while i was walking.. Then, just as i looked down on the ground, 2 cats appeared coincidentally just in front of my foot... ScArY eHz...-_- lll


++ I sms him good night today again... He did reply me by saying only "Good nite sweet dreamz" ... Although not much, i am just content with these few words... As long as he got reply to my sms.. i just wanna hear from him!! YeAhZ!!! =D ++

{ 11:54:00 PM }

During early afternoon, quite boring... Watched TV as nothing to do...

At about 1 something pm, Shu Hui sms me.. asked me if i got any VCD to lend her & so i lent her "At The Dolphin Bay" (hai tun wan lian ren) volume 1.. It's quite a nice & interesting show.. a love drama.. Shu Hui asked me out then... We met at usual place at JP.. i thought it was outside the giodano, so i waited at there.. But stop-press was what she was saying... hahaz.. (",)
We went to Heeren 1st... do shopping there.. But we didn't bought anything.. After that she introduced me this place, Marchaè, to eat... It's a great place as the foods there are nice... western style.. Felt like tasting all the foods there.. but don't have the capacity to eat that much... We ate pizza & rosti with rootbeer.. and all these already made me felt quite full... =P
Then, we went to Takashimaya's Kinokuniya... Flipping through the books at there... like cookbooks.. & i saw some books on Yoga, which i am very interested in now.. but i didn't buy it and decided to buy it next time when i go there... *_*
At about 7pm, we decided to go home... as she was going to her boyfriend house...

{ 11:19:00 PM }

Saturday, October 25, 2003.

Morning.. I woke up at 9 something am.. not enough sleep... -_- ZzZz Bcoz i slept at about 3 am... HaaZ.. don't know why kept tossing & turning in my bed, can't go into dreamland.. =P

At noon, met with Jasmine... quite a long time never go out with her already... But cannot blame, we are quite busy with our own school work...
We went to Bugis Junction where i suggested... Bcoz i heard of the Bugis Village, which juz started.. There sells lotsa trendy stuffie... Also, i recently wanting to buy new clothes.. My one friend say i can go Bugis as there is many nice clothes... hahaz.. too long didn't visit there liaoz..
Upon reaching there, we went to Yoshinoya to fill our stomach for lunch 1st.. Then we went to shop around... We came across a stall which sells Hello Kitty's cosmetics.. 'thou a little expensive, but we still purchased something from there... Bcoz it's nice.. I purchased a LiP gLoSs & a NaiL pOliSh (we both bought this)... heheZ.. Then we went to see clothes.. There is a corner, "Edge"... sells many very fashionable things.. quite interesting(",) At there, i bought a skirt.. Then, i left with less than $10 with me, when we just started shopping.. *pAtHetiC* So the next few hours i only can see, can't buy... haiz..
We walked and walked.. & reached the Bugis Village... The things sell there are quite cheap.. but didn't buy anything from there.. So we decided that we must go there again one day.. =)
After that, we went other places like OG... then Burger King, to give our tired foot a break... hehez... We ate onion ring and cheesestick there... After eating, we strolled around there, and found that no place we can go already, so decided to go home...

P.S: Thinking of him!! I sms him gd nite.. & he sms me back.. YeAh!!! ^_^

{ 11:59:00 PM }

Yeah.. This is my 1st time starting my own blog... Still very new to it.. heex =p

I start my own blog bcuz many people is doing it.. & i'm keen about writing all my thoughts down and things that is happenin' in my life now & then... I don't really write diary bcoz i am just simply too lazy to update it everyday... But now holiday already.. nothin' to do & very boring.. So for tiz blog, i will update it everyday... =D

HahaZ.. The reason for "blue-starzz" as my add. is i love blue colour crazily !! hehez.. i also love star.. bcoz when the night sky is full of starz twinkling, i think it will be really beautiful !! But.... haiZ.... saw that twice only.. which was during the school camps last year and the year before... How i wish that everynight the sky is so mesmerizing!!!

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{ 11:58:00 PM }