Saturday, June 30, 2007.

校花校草

Hey all, who are reading my blog now..
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007.

Sometimes it just makes me wonder so much...
it'll never be easy...
it'll never be nice...
it'll never make me feel good...
most of the time, it never goes my way.
most of the time, i will never get.
most of the time, it's just a one way thing.
but it's ok,
i will trust God that someday it will happen.



From raymond's livejournal:
"Rose, rose, isn't it just like life, beautiful on the outside, thorny on the inside."

THE ROSE FAMILY-ME-ROSECANDY


.. cool =P

{ 4:44:00 PM }

MST...

just now is my data mining test...
dead...

I will work super hard to get an A for this module by this semester end! Amen!

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Monday, June 25, 2007.

coming webnesday to friday is my mst papers. sian-zation..

there are certain things that i have been thinking and questioning about these few days. i want more than just an answer..

{ 1:08:00 AM }

I wait and i have been waiting,
but i see no sign of you.
I guess i know what is it.
I guess i got to stop waiting and carry on walking again.
One day you may appear, or you may not appear on this road.
Sometimes i just got to keep on walking,
and slowly i will forget.

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Friday, June 22, 2007.

3 days 2 nights zone camp.
All the activities, games, foods, reaching out to friends, shouting, cheering, sweating and "torn-ning"..
Then few of us went Wild Wild Wet this morning after break camp,
I just reached home 2 hours ago.
tired....

{ 11:03:00 PM }

Tuesday, June 19, 2007.

Today we went ed house for his early birthday celebration. His mum cooked the food. We played games there. Some played monopoly, while some played xbox. Had great fun and laughter. yeah!

Tomorrow we will going for our Ben & Jerry 大餐 with the ite people too. excited!

Wednesday to friday is my zone camp call "shiok" camp. haha.

Minus the camp days and weekend, i only left so little days to study for my mst next week.

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Monday, June 18, 2007.

The 5 languages of Love

A quiz i have taken...

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation:		8
Physical Touch:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Quality Time:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

{ 1:30:00 AM }

recently i got to know that 1 of my pos mate backslided straight after the day of emerge pos. When i heard that, i felt really sad. haisss.. I hope so much that i can be more closer to her to bring her back to God. God, help me...

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Sunday, June 17, 2007.

There's a brother that i got to know 2 years ago and i like him since then for few months. i didn't really met him last year so the infactuation faded. But recently, i met him again and again so many times till now, in the church or around the church, and got to spend time with him once recently. the infactuation came back. Somemore i just got to know that he's my brother's best friend cg member. my brother's best friend is also my friend la. that's so cool. but i think they are not really close members.

I can say that i like him but i don't want to let it distract my walk with God right now. i don't want to keep on thinking about this person. God, help me.. FOCUS!!

I need to start studying liao!!! 1 more week to MST!

{ 11:23:00 PM }

PTL!!

Yesterday i went for chorus board ministry interview. Got in most probably! The leader who interviewed me keep on saying "good", "i need you in this ministry" .. Praise God! Thank God for wisdom and anointing that were upon me as i went for the interview. He helped me to say the correct words, took away my nervous, and i could present well before the leader. wooo...! Praise God!

Thank God for a ministry. Thank God for opportunity that i was given things to do last week for cg.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007.

POS BBQ

Just had our Post-pos BBQ at rubez house! enjoy!

Please refer to my multiply for photos.

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Monday, June 11, 2007.

I just feel like CRYING......

My heart breaks when my father once again tell me all those words.

Warn me: tomorrow you better reach home by 10pm, 1 minute late, you see what happen.

Why this words appear again when i am so excited for tomorrow bbq.

Something that i never ever want to hear.

it has been so long since the last time he told me that.

I thought he is ok with that already.

i am 20 years old already this year.

Why this kind of things still happen.

I have tried my best to do what i can do at home.

Sometimes i just want to do more things but i just don't have the time.

but it doesn't mean that i don't like to be at home. If any of the day i can stay at home and don't have anything on, i will be very happy.

I just hope for more time to be at home.

I have already honour them the best i can.

Yes, i love to spend my time outside with my friends.

I am a night person who enjoys night life.

but i do understand that i should balance my time spending outside and at home.

I want so much that they can understand this part of me, but they never.

I am still a children that have typical hopes for more freedom and trust from parents.

I do counted to have lots of freedom already compare to a lot of people.

but i just don't feel good when i am still being restricted for something i really hope to do.

1 1/2 years more from now.

I really can't wait for my 20th birthday to come, my 21st birthday to come...

{ 12:51:00 AM }

Friday, June 08, 2007.

Movie time...

I went to watch pirates of caribbean today at the cathay with some of my pos mates. Me, zhi hao, weipin, edmund, raymond, charis and her friend. The show was great, nice ending! i had a great time fellowshiping with them. We organizing a chalet next week, hope it will come to pass because still haven't get a chalet room yet.

Holiday! but lots of assignments to rush and tests to study!

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Thursday, June 07, 2007.

i need more discipline...
i need the fire of God continue burning in me...
i need to have more hunger and thirst for the Holy Spirit...

{ 2:08:00 AM }

Tuesday, June 05, 2007.

Shua shua's b'day

Today we celebrated Joshua's birthday. He invited us the pos people to his house for time of food and fellowship. We sang 2 rounds of birthday song for him. haha. because we shared and bought a cake for him, his family also bought a cake for him. We had a great time together, all the laughter, fun, sabo-ing, games. On the birthday cake we bought for him, we placed samantha photo on the cake. lol, one of our rumors of pairing up our brother and sister. so funny la.. Then we keep disturb meiping and edmund too. another rumor. haha. some of us shared and bought him a wireless apple mouse for computer, around $150 i guess so. yeah. We also messed up his hair again and sabotage him, asked him to use his mouth and take up the candles out from the cake and then we smashed the cake to his face. His poor hair which he spent at least 2 hour to style. lol..



It has been so long yet i felt so strong...
Is it possible...??

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Monday, June 04, 2007.

Yesterday which was sunday, it was our last day of Youth Emerge Conference 2007. The morning session was for friends, had drama, "PVC rocks". It was great.

In the night, it was the Grand Finale for this year conference. Sat together as SP/ITE pos. The session was really awesome. Pastor talk about reaching out to the losts. If in the end, we become successful, our dreams come to pass, fulfil the cultural mandate, yet our families and friends isn't saved, what's the point. This whole emerge, God really touched and convicted my heart to not just stay at where i am in my own comfort zone, but go out to be the salt and light in everywhere i go, and to bring Christ into culture. God also spoke to me about my dreams and desires, and told i need to be more serious in my studies to be a good testimony for Him. wow! At the last part of the session, i wept and wept as i respond to the altar call. I really felt so strong in my heart when i began to see how one man can make a difference. People like Sun, Elim Chew, Pst Kong, liu geng hong, they go after their dreams for God and it touched many people's hearts and lead may to christ. Yes! i can be the woman that make difference in lives of people in this world!

Yesterday night as we sat together as cluster, we were crazy! We cheered like mad for our finalists and those who won. In the end for the overall medal tally, SP/ITE cluster jumped from the last postion to the 3rd last position! yeah! Going from glory to glory! Last year we were the 2nd last. haa.. After the session, we cheered, we jumped, we shouted, we hugged! We messed up joshua's hair. Took photos. Then we went bedok had supper and fellowship, reached there at around 11pm. In the end, we missed our last train. I left the fellowship at around 11.30. Praise God i stay at boon lay. lol.. missed last train and missed last bus 30 which goes straight to boon lay. Met asher, we took the only bus we able to take to clementi and from there we took cab home. I reach home almost 2am. = )

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Sunday, June 03, 2007.

today night session was great. We were weeping and weeping. The time when liu geng hong proposed to vivi wang. then sun's video on her work at one orpanage in china. then sun's and pastor kong's speeches after we had celebrated her birthday, and the worship at the last part. The church is filled with the presence of God and anointing.

{ 1:45:00 AM }

Saturday, June 02, 2007.

POS

Hard work we have put in.
Filled with memories.
Miss everyone.
Miss our trainings.
we had together laughter and tears.
Even though we didn't win, it's ok because we have gave our all.
More fellowships will come to pass!
SP cheerleading club will come to pass!
Revival will come to pass!

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