Wednesday, April 21, 2010.

The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

-Vanilla twilight

{ 4:11:00 PM }

Tuesday, April 13, 2010.

I am developing the liking of doing makeup...
not just for myself, but for others also...
:)

{ 10:14:00 AM }

Monday, April 12, 2010.

jia you!

Kinda tired... Hope all these will end soon...
JIA YOU!
:)

{ 1:00:00 AM }

Friday, April 09, 2010.

I have been spending too much of my time on Tumblr already. This blogger is 6 years old already, and this is only my 1134th post. My tumblr is only what... less than 1/2 year old, and it has 2168 posts already... HAHAHAHA!!! yaaaaa! see how addi :X So i decide to post something here today.

The past 2 weeks have been good and difficult in a certain sense. Good because i have been spending more time to seek God, pray & worship Him. To get to the habit of doing it everyday is still rather not easy, but i think i am in love with His presence once again. I can sense the presence of God once again.

The difficult thing is certain decision that i have to made and God spoke to me to do it. Somewhat, i tend to waver upon that decision, fears also set it. It's harder than i thought. A few times, i was wondering if i have made the correct decision, if it's really from God. but everytime i doubted, assurance would be spoken. I believe it's from God.

{ 9:16:00 AM }

Monday, April 05, 2010.

Distancing

1. You want to move on
2. or you're too scared to fall completely with that person.

{ 1:51:00 AM }

Breathe - Taylor Swift

I'm so addicted to this song now... the lyrics, how true is this to many of us...

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
‘Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see
‘Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down
Now I don’t know what to be without you around

And we know it’s never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can’t breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn’t work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it’s never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can’t breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It’s two a.m., feelin’ like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me
It’s two a.m., feelin’ like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain’t easy, easy for me

And we know it’s never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can’t breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry

{ 1:39:00 AM }