Saturday, April 29, 2006.

In e past i never really think of this... until today then actually i was thinking i do hope that i was in N239 cg after that multiplication... I don't know why.. as i think that after more and more new members join currently w384, there is something lack in our relationship... still thinking what is it...

Why i hope i was in n239.. don't know... Perhaps all my closest sisters are there ba... their members are more older or say mature... There's a type of bonding that they have that my cg do not have... hmmm.. i think that it's more because of the age of n239 members are my age that makes me hope i was in that cg...

Few days ago, sharlynn told me that i was in choir ministry and i was so happy.. then after that she called me, told me that she got wrong info, i wasn't in choir... I was like... Is she kidding...? After that i got to accept it... yeah... so sad.. of course... me, xueting and sandy went for that choir audition.. end up only sandy was in... why? Why she is in while me and xueting is not in? I thought i was quite ok during that audition... hais...

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Monday, April 17, 2006.

Yeah.. Today school reopen le... So fast, 2nd year already... So happy.. i can see my classmates again.. Most of us still in the same class.... 2 people from other class join our class.. because most of their classmates chose EBM...

Also, thank God i am in the right class... joining with another right class for my certain modules... wahahas... so happy...

Now, acutally quite boring... hahas... i am in my school computer lab doing nothing... break lohs.. later still havin lesson at 4.30 until 6pm... hmmm..

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Friday, April 14, 2006.

Praise God!!! My aunts, grandm and my little cousin going for easter service! I pray they will get saved!!!!

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Thursday, April 13, 2006.

Reach out!!! Easter is just few days ahead... I believe it will such an wonderful week of services... God, help me of all my fears..I want to take that step to ask all the friends and relatives that God had place them in the vision...! No hurt for me even they reject when i ask them... but what if they agree? So ask !!! Have faith! Yeah.. =P

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006.

Yeah... Yesterday i went to prayer meeting at church... The presence of God was really strong... The holy spirit touched me and i started to tears during the worship session... I felt God's love and promises, that i cast all my fears upon Him once again... I felt so refreshed in the spirit...

It has been a long time since i move to another level... That's what i feel... Yeah.. It's really fears that hindering me all these while... hahaz... Right now, i decide to move on... I want to step out of my own comfort zone and do what i am appoint to do... It's not easy but i will trust in God! yeah.. I want to be fruitful and i want to go up to another level... = ]

Today pos training so nice... hahas... The most proud thing that i feel is we met 10am at church, i left home at 9.55am and i reach church at 10am... hahas.. know what i am trying to say? Then for the 1st part, we trained at main auditorium... and 2nd part in the afternoon we trained at chinese church room.. !st time didn't sweat at all... Yeah! hahas... good.. why not our sch sports hall also put air-con... hahas... =P In the afternoon, basically the sisters did the props which are the shuang jie kun.. didn't really done alot... The brothers learnt the steps for our cheer... yup... After training, i went with yieping they all who going for bs to city hall... We walked around marina square, window shopping.. Before 7pm, i left the place as i need to be home for dinner... yup... hees..

I still got lots of things not done yet...
1) Sending photos to kenneth
2) Change the layout of my cg blog
3) Start to do the web page design for emerge
4) Cell group contact list
arghsss.. and lots more.. cannot remember now...

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Monday, April 03, 2006.

Today cgm was awesome with the presence of God... After cgm, we went to east coast for fellowship.. Not alot of our members were there.. yeah.. and i reached home around 9 plus...

Just now i watched campus superstar... It was really wonderful performance.. I mean their singing... Zhiyang had won... I admire his voice... very nice... but i still like renfred more... because he's more shuai... his look really attract me... =P hahas.. even though i think that he didn't really sang very well today... hahas...

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