Friday, September 28, 2007.

This morning i only had 2 hours of lesson, supposed to have lessons until 12nn and do fyp from 3-6pm, but in the end didn't. So after my lessons ended at 11am, i went to support terri and hui wen with some of my friends/club members for the campus Hey gorgeous thing. Terri was in the top 3 finalist while hui wen wasn't, all of you can catch the programme show on CH U on mon.. I don't know which monday, maybe 2 weeks later. Btw, hui wen was being chosen by the producers to be the finalist. why in the end it was terri who became the finalist, i don't really want to discuss further. It has a long story behind it. Of course both of them are pretty. Terri and her tower did a great job today on the stage. Btw, Terri performed cheerleading stunts. As my friends and i were involved in this programme to support terri and hui wen, we difinitely went through how the whole programme works. The experiences were just so unpleasant... then we are on TV!!! haha.. = )

{ 11:28:00 PM }

Wednesday, September 26, 2007.

FYP

FYP is scary.
We only have less than 15 weeks to do it.
scary...
stress... =X

Today is a super tiring day. Last night i slept at 3am, this morning woke up at 7.15am for my 8am lesson. I supposed to wake up at 6.30am, but i just hog on to my bed. lol. yeah.. Today my school end at 1pm. Then 3pm we met our fyp lecturer in-charge to go down to our fyp company to visit and enquiry about the project. It was until around 5pm. Somemore today's weather so hot. I just feel so tired..

{ 11:25:00 PM }

Tuesday, September 25, 2007.

2nd day of my new semester

scary FYP (Final Year Project) is here!!!

Today my sch supposed to be 2-4pm. ADBMS lecture and tutorial. So before lesson, i went to my cca booth to help out. I reached there at around 1pm. 2pm i went for lessons. Because today is the first lesson of that module, after my lecturer finished introducing and telling us about the module, so it ended at around 2.30pm. i think my classmates will feel sian, go school for only 1/2 hour then go home. one of my classmate was even late for 1/2 hour. So before he reached the class, we were already packing our bag and our lecturer was marking attendance. We told our lecturer that our friend will be reaching soon. By the time he reached the class, our lecturer already finished marking the attendance. The sad thing is, she don't even want to mark present on the attendance list for my classmate. haha.. so sad..

{ 10:45:00 PM }

it was first day of school and i was late for 1 hour for first lesson. i overslept. 8am lesson, i woke up at 7.30 when i should wake up at 6.30. Good that it was a fyp time slot, no tutor was there at that time. After discussing fyp, we went out to IMM swensen for lunch as a class. I ate the sirlorn steak! Man!! i tell u if you happen to go swensen, never order the sirlorn steak!! It's super not nice! yeah.. Then i went back to school to visit my cca booth at cca drive for a while for around 15 min, then i went back for class.

After school, we had our official first cheerleading training. The number of people attented is growing from glory to glory. For the first time, our training has overflowing of girls. It was great training. For myself, i acheived shoulder sit on raymond and shoulder stand on weipin. I think i won't really fly so much, probably won't be a real flyer, but it's ok. Quite a few newcomers and pos people went. I brought my classmate along, i don't know what does she feels, but i do hope she will stay in cheerleading. I really really hope this SP Cheerleading Club will continue to expand and grow in size and skills!

Just now i was watching Hey Gorgeous on ch U. Our coach, Julian, was 1 of the 6 finalists. 3 guys, 3 girls. He didn't win. I don't know why. I think he is the most good looking guy among the 3 guy finalist loh!! haiss..

{ 2:02:00 AM }

Wednesday, September 19, 2007.

i wonder who are the people who visit my blog silently and walk away silently... You better start tagging hoh! if not i will start to track n track n track who are you!! lol =P

Currently the list still goes as 2 people. Adding....

{ 1:38:00 AM }

my timetable for new semester

Monday
8am-1pm: Electronic business project (EBP) practical
2pm-3pm: E-services planning (ESSP) practical
3.30pm-5.30pm: Project management (PM) tutorial

Tuesday
2pm-3pm: Advanced database management systems (ADBMS) lecture
3pm-4pm: Advanced database management systems (ADBMS) tutorial

Wednesday
8am-11am: Communication skills for business (CSB) tutorial
12nn-1pm: Project management (PM) practical

Thursday
11am-1pm: Electronic business project (EBP) practical
2pm-3pm: Advanced database management systems (ADBMS) lecture
3pm-4pm: Advanced database management systems (ADBMS) practical

Friday
9am-11am: E-services planning (ESSP) lecture
11am-12nn: E-services planning (ESSP) tutorial
3pm-6pm: Electronic business project (EBP) practical


wow.. that's so nice... =X

{ 12:59:00 AM }

Tuesday, September 18, 2007.

I must slim down!!!

today we had our 1st sp cheerleading training. Not pos hoh! is SP cheerleading club! we had an awesome 1st training. i was there as a flyer, and we learnt quite a lot of stuffs. so i must slim down to lighten the bases' burdens. lol. being a flyer is so much fun! i have been a back supporter for 2 yrs of pos, it was good and fun.. but being a flyer will be even better.

attendance today: 9 members + 1 coach.

cannot make it! so whoever are reading my blog and studying in SP now, welcome you to join SP Cheerleading club!!!! don't be shy ok? lol

Our coach... hmmm... good one... all the sisters and girls will go... wowwww!!! haha.. =X

{ 2:24:00 AM }

Monday, September 17, 2007.

God is good...

On saturday night i was talking with my brother a lot of things. 1 of the things he told me makes me feel and think.. yeah, so true...

Recently i am asked to be the chorus board in-charge for my zone. So i need to prepare lyrics powerpoint slides and flashed it for future zone meetings, and other more things, and in the future more things to do. So on last saturday it was my first time doing it. Flashing songs lyrics during praise and worship. Before the meeting, the day before i finished up the powerpoint slides that were needed for meeting till 5plus am in the morning and slept for only 3 hours, doing design for the slides etc etc. During the meeting, i did make a lot of mistakes here and there while doing it. My ministry in church is chorus board, but till now i haven't really start serving, only went for training once. So i really thank God for the opportunity to serve in this area in my zone even though i haven't been really trained in that area.

In the past i really wanted to join choir ministry so much. But i failed to enter it after 2 auditions. That time i feel very disappointed. Now I didn't give up in this ministry, but probably after i have chose another direction for my ministry, the desire for entering choir ministry for now wasn't that strong already. I will still go for auditions whenever there are, but just meant to try. i will go for choir ministry, but not now, probably few years later.

So what my brother told me is... All these are God's purpose. What if i did enter choir ministry that time, i wasn't in chorus board. Then i won't have the opportunity to serve in such a way in my zone. Probably if i am in choir, i will not be asked to do much in zone, in cell group.

Also, on saturday my cellgroup leader called for helpers meeting. She told us many things.. about what God had spoke to her on how to train us as helpers in cg and she then challenged us to think about what are the responsibilities that we want to undertake in cg.

And isn't God has make it true for me now for what i have been asking Him...? for more opprtunties to serve Him, to use me... So i really thank God for everything.. for now and for more things to come in the future. God is always good and faithful. He is never late or early, but He is always on time. = )

{ 2:30:00 AM }

cherlyn tagged me. =X


5 things in my bag:
1. bible & notebook
2. tissue
3. umbrella
4. Phil Pringle-You the Leader book
5. my beloved pencil case


5 things in my head:
1. tomorrow there's cheerleading training
2. i needa go bathe
3. i needa clear my room
4. pray & read Bible
5. my holiday ending in 1 week time


5 words i frequently use:
1. ok..
2. what you doing..
3. where are you..
4. jia you!
5. don't worry


5 recent sms received:
1. Amanda
2. Amanda
3. Amanda
4. Amanda
5. Edmund


5 things i just did:
1. eat
2. go toilet
3. make-up
4. looking at people blog
5. looking at mirror


5 things in my wardrobe:
1. undergarments
2. t-shirts
3. jeans
4. make-up products
5. books


5 things i just ate:
1. gui lin gao
2. rice
3. soup
4. yogurt
5. agar-agar


5 people i'm tagging:
1. edmund
2. rubez
3. john
4. yvonne
5. hafizah


= )

{ 12:01:00 AM }

Sunday, September 16, 2007.

Recently, i have been spending hours talking, sharing things with my brother. We shared about things that are going through our mind. We shared about our dreams, vision & desires. We share about our feelings over many things... etc etc... And when i feel he has done something not right, i began to step out and talk to him about it. I felt tremendously blessed of what we are sharing and what we can share. The things that we talked about just move to another level. We talk about spiritual things, our worries, fears, confusion... In the past maybe we share things that are a little shallow. but now we are talking about deeper things and feelings in our lives. I felt that God has given me a boldness to step out and share the things in my heart, when i probably won't do it in the past. It has been awesome.

{ 2:38:00 AM }

Friday, September 14, 2007.

i am reminded that i must not take the God's opportunities for me, God's presence in my life, for granted or be complacent about them. Since the day of my water baptism, His grace helps me to overcome my weaknesses and ended my long period of my spiritual dryness. Suddenly, increased spiritual hunger in me, more opportunities in my life to serve Him, dreams, visions, greater faith, boldness... began to come forth. Certainly, i rejoice. But it also say that to maintain and to let all these continue to grow in me, i must not be complacent in my walk with Him. I must continue to seek Him. As long as i seek Him, pray, i am ensure that all these will stay and grow in me. = )

2 Chronicles 26:5
"And he continued to seek God in the days of Zechariah, who had understanding through the vision of God; and AS LONG AS HE SOUGHT THE LORD, GOD PROSPERED HIM."

2 Chronicles 15:2
"The LORD is with you while you are with Him. If you seek Him, He will be found by you; but if you forsake Him, He will forsake you."

{ 1:58:00 AM }

Wednesday, September 12, 2007.

i came back from sp chc chalet this morning. I had a crazy "ton-ning" for the past 2 days.

i will update more later on... =D

{ 5:24:00 PM }

this semester result...

This is my result for this semester... haiss..

INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME - SINGLE SESSION B
LOVE RELATIONS FOR LIFE - A JOURNEY OF ROMANCE, LOVE & SEXUALITY B
PRINCIPLES OF SUPPLY CHAIN MANAGEMENT C
DATA MINING AND DATA WAREHOUSING C+
ETHICAL HACKING C+
MOBILE COMMERCE C+
SECURITY MANAGEMENT PRACTICES D+


Semester GPA: 2.295
Cumulative GPA: 2.313

{ 5:20:00 PM }

Monday, September 10, 2007.

Recently, my friends around me, so many of them are going through family situations that are so overwhelming. Situation that may tear a family apart.. losing love ones.. etc.. situations that threatened the happiness of a family. As they go through all these, deep down in their heart it hurts. However, they still face it strong. No matter what happen, they know that God is still good to them. Not because of what He can do for us or what He can give us, but He is always faithful. In times when we are faithless, He's always faithful.

Even myself is about to go through it soon. My grandma... who is really close to me... is not as strong as before. She's still in hospital, but going discharged soon. because after 2 months in hospital, her health didn't turn better. Just few months back, she was still strong to travel, walk and do many other things. but the her now is unable to walk, unable to feed herself. Her mental health is still strong, but not physical.

{ 12:51:00 AM }

Sunday, September 09, 2007.

Chalet

It's chalet tomorrow!!
Gonna be fun! = )

{ 11:49:00 PM }

Friday, September 07, 2007.

These past 2 days i was taking care of my cg study group at janice house. so this 2 days i have been travelling frm boon lay to pasir ris. For the next 2 days too, i have to travel from one end of Singapore to another end. I was in charge of the study group but i feel that i just didn't do a good job in taking care. In like making sure that they really studied. I did that, but somehow here and there i let them do their own things which i realised i shouldn't have let them. Ok, tomorrow i will be more strict on them.

Then in the evening, my cgl ask few of us to help her to do something and to get back to her at a certain time. However, eventually we didn't do it well for her. we forgotten to get back to her on time because we were busy doing other things. A task that was so simple, and yet we didn't help her but add another burden for her.. haiss..

yeah yeah.. learnt a lesson..

I know that i am still learning.. there are still so much little things i am still learning to do and handle.

{ 1:37:00 AM }

Wednesday, September 05, 2007.

Class outing...

today my classmates, we met out for an outing. We went to ate at manhattan fish market in plaza singapura for dinner. It was delicious! After that we went to ben & jerry at the cathay. We sat down, ate ice-cream, talked.. Later on, we decided to watch movie, 1408. A horror movie but not scary enough. Overall, the movie was ok... yeah...

{ 1:20:00 AM }

Tuesday, September 04, 2007.

[[25 Aug 07]] Candice & Amanda Water Baptism

{ 1:03:00 AM }

Monday, September 03, 2007.

GOD OF MY FOREVER

GOD OF MY FOREVER

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER
YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER
YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE

ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
TELL OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU
MY LORD I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW

GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

GOD OF MY LIFE I'VE SURRENDER
MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW
HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN

NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY “WELL DONE”
BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE

FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I'LL WALK THIS NARROW WAY

{ 4:27:00 PM }

Sunday, September 02, 2007.

It is a wonderful day today! I went for morning service, the last lesson of SOTM. And today is Jiji's SOT graduation!!! Well, next year will be my turn! Btw, we took a lot photos with her, give her gifts, cheered for her, etc.. After that some of us went fellowship. There were shalynne, yz, cherlyn, adora, alvin and i. We went funan IT mall for lunch and had a great fellowship there. Then at 5pm i went to meet my pos people for fellowship. A close fellowship, there were me, rubez, weibin, terri, huiwen, raymond and edmund. We spent the whole night at carl's junior. But it was really an good time of sharing and chatting. We talk about our ideas in our future relationship. Like what kind of girl/guy we look for. Our plans of getting attached, getting married. Then also, we talk about our dreams, what we aspire to be. All these were started by huiwen. But it was really a great time of sharing.. sharing of visions, ideas, dreams... So we sat there just talking about all these from 5pm to 10+ pm.

I can feel that God is really moving in my life so greatly. I am receiving breakthrough in my walk with Him. I am drawing more closer to Him than before. I am loving God more than before. God is beginning to use me. God really gives me so much open doors and opportunities to serve Him now.. moulding me, stretching my capacity.. in cg, ministry, zone, campus ministry, class. Whatever opportunities that comes my way, i just want to grab it and do it! i don't want to lose any opportunity that God has given. Now is my holiday, i have so much time. So i should make use this time even more to serve Him and learn more. = )

{ 11:45:00 PM }

Ouchh!!
my foot hurts..
my toes hurts..
it's bleeding!!
all thanks to me new heels...
i don't think i will ever wear it again.
-_-"

{ 12:19:00 AM }

Saturday, September 01, 2007.

My Treasure & My Precious...

I went for my usual cell group meeting earlier on.. but every cgm the presence of God will just come so strongly and touch me and everyone of us. It was a tremendous cgm just now. The message talks about our devotion to God. It challenges our devotion to God.

As we went into the worship after the message, the presence of God just hit. We began to worship and re-dedicate our devotion to Him. As i was worshipping God, my mind appeared scenes of what i have been going through.. my own weaknesses.. the thoughts of wanting to serve God more, my dreams, my desires, and as i tried and tried going for it, i just didn't make it.. and how much have i influenced the people around me, especially my classmates and my relatives and my family, that they will see God, touched by the love God, through me.. and i see i am just not there yet... So sometimes it brings doubts about myself, my dreams and desires. But today God spoke to me, and all is about assuring me.. He says he have seen my heart. My dreams and my desires are for Him, they are not wrong. Even though i have failed so many times till now in going for my dreams and desires, things i hope to do didn't turn out well as i do it, i am still not there of what God wants me to be.. but He said that my dreams and desires are not wrong to Him. I am just not there yet. Just keep on seeking Him, don't give up on my dreams and desires in serving Him!

It reminded me of this verse.. "Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all other things will be added to you."

God said that no matter what, we are His treasure, we are precious to Him.

As i began to hear all these, i felt super touched. I began to tell God that i just want to do more for Him. I want to have a more correct heart in facing and doing things for Him. I want to be a better and effective person in Him.

All these really make me love God so much and love Him even more! He's my treasure and He's so precious to me! = )

{ 2:42:00 AM }