Thursday, January 31, 2008.

take me deeper

There is a longing
Only You can fill
A raging tempest
Only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before Your throne

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied

{ 10:16:00 AM }

Tuesday, January 29, 2008.

Man, it's really bad to study last minute! Tomorrow's 9am paper, i only have 60% studied. i guess i gonna chiong and burn midnight oil!!

This week really gonna be a busy week. There are so many things up this week!!

1) Tue: PM paper
2) By wed: do follow up on 1 member, 3 friends
- attendance for svc, cg, sentosa outing
(stress! cos they must be able to go for the outing. if not, i gonna find more friends to replace them!!)
3) Fri: ESSP paper
4) Sat: Zone prayer meeting
- find new background for the lyrics slides before sat
& prepare songs for the meeting
5) Sun: Cg sentosa outing
6) Wed: Bible study

omgoat!! this week is really a time of stretching. In need to pray and fast for greater capacity and all things to happen, especially following up on my connect group people.

Yea, I can't do it by my own strength... I can only depend on God. but in me there's a faith that all these can be done and God will make it come to pass!!

:))

{ 12:47:00 AM }

Monday, January 28, 2008.

Recently, many of my members had been feeling dry spiritually and many of them are experiencing problems in their lives. Some of them are very young members and they are members i'm concerned and love, so that's why i felt burdened for them.

i come across this song...
Olivia Ong-I'll Move On

This road that I'm taking
Twists and turns
My life, my chance
Turning dreams into reality

Down this path
Faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost but here
But I'll remember
All those times You've brought me thru'
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

I'll move on, I'll go on
Lord I will take Your hand
And You will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say, come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes, I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here am I once again
Caught in the rain
Looking back, I've come so far
And I want to carry on

Take a step at a time
It's alright
Even thru' this rain,
I want to smile again

Don't hold back now
And I'd been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost but here
But I'll remember
All those times You've brought me thru'
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, here I am
Lord I will take Your hand
And You will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say, come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes, I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on

{ 10:34:00 PM }

Sunday, January 27, 2008.

today after prayer meeting, the cgl's had a meeting with CGL. haha... man!! it's going to be so much things to do in the future. What sha shared with us, the visions and plans for our cg, we were really inspired & challenged!! Also, it'll really push us to really pray and fast more.

We really need to pray and fast more for greater capacity in us to do all these things and the lives of our own people. Most importantly, it is the love that we must have to make everything happen.

i'm excited!
for the 4 people that God has placed in my hands...

it'll not be easy, but i trust God.
if God can use sha, God can use me too!
"... Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit..."


:DD

{ 9:45:00 PM }

Saturday, January 26, 2008.

Yes, i am angry & disappointed & irritated.
but i will forgive & accept for who you are.

i believe the way i think is right.
and something you need to learn is M_ _ _ _ _ _.

{ 12:35:00 AM }

Thursday, January 24, 2008.

Today we went to watch and support julian's school inter-hall cheerleading competition...
congrats!! 2nd place siol!
our coach ma... :D

btw, we watched Aces performed.
they are crazily good la!
their stunts are like... omg!




: ))

{ 1:45:00 AM }

Tuesday, January 22, 2008.

happy birthday to you!

it's your BIRTHDAY!!!

hope you like all your presents from us and enjoyed the celebration.
despite of all the sabos...
lols...

:))

{ 11:19:00 PM }

Monday, January 21, 2008.

Falling

Find me in Your holiness
Lead me in Your righteousness
How i love You
Beautiful Savior
When i'm weak You make me strong
Bearing my cross i carry on
How i need You
Heavenly Father

Search my heart o Lord
You know my every thought
An open book to You
I placed my all in Your hands

Falling at Your feet
As my whole world fades away
Falling at Your feet
Let my life be wholly thine
My life be wholly thine, Jesus

Emmanuel
Emmanuel
Abba Father, never let me go


♥

{ 1:12:00 AM }

Sunday, January 20, 2008.

since yesterday,
many thoughts have been running through my mind...
thinking & worrying.

one word,
CONFIDENCE
of myself in God.

{ 10:12:00 PM }

Saturday, January 19, 2008.

study study study!

Module Title	Date	Time	Venue
ADBMS	21 Jan 2008	6:00pm - 8:10pm	T1541/3
PM	29 Jan 2008	9:00am - 11:10am	T2154
ESSP	01 Feb 2008	2:00pm - 4:10pm	T1544/5

Retail therapy
&
kbox session
after exam!!
it's a must must!!!

:))

{ 11:33:00 PM }

i just got to realise...
the movies nowadays are bad.

:O

{ 2:26:00 AM }

Friday, January 18, 2008.

oh man, i can never focus in studying when there's my laptop with me!

=

{ 12:51:00 AM }

Thursday, January 17, 2008.

Today, i went to watch ONE MISSED CALL with cher. man!! who said the show is very scary?? Throughout the whole show, the people were so quiet la... like no one screamed or what... and at the end of the movie, me and cher were like...
"... huh.. like that only ah...?"
i think the others felt the same way too.
the show just wasn't really what i expected.
at least Body 19 was funny...

=(


"This is how you make me feel. When you're here, I feel your vibe. and I hope I don't fall into deep too fast."

{ 10:41:00 PM }

Wednesday, January 16, 2008.

study time!!

=X

{ 1:46:00 AM }

Make It Mutual

A quiet moment making my footprints on the sand.
A sweet feeling comes surrounding me.
It's delirious.
Now that's a SUGAR RUSH.
My heart is beating oh so fast,
And I dun wanna fall too deep but I want to make it last

There's no need to rush.
We can take our time.
Let it go the natural way.
We begin as friends?
And who knows what ?
Where this could be taking me

In this nice cool breeze.
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this SWEET FEELING comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

You know what I would like?
I'd like to get to know you more.
Make that mutual.
Boy, you know you wanna know me too

This is how you make me feel.
When you're here, I feel your vibe,
And I hope I don't fall into deep too fast

You're not the type,
Who'll rush into things.
And let it slip away. Yeah,
I like your type.
Caught up in this ride.
It's kinda silly but I'll say

In this nice cool breeze,
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this SWEET FEELING comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too.

{ 1:11:00 AM }

Tuesday, January 15, 2008.

omg!!
EXAM is starting in less than 1 week!
next monday in my first paper...
3 papers and the following friday is my last paper.

Counting...
i have only 2 more weeks in school.
GRADUATING SOON!
so fast......

i will miss school...
miss SPC...

=(

{ 11:59:00 AM }

Monday, January 14, 2008.

today, we went to watch BODY 19.
omg!! it's was so so gross... at the same time funny.
not only the movie itself, but also weipin's random laughter.
hahahas..
we all had a great time laughing throughout the movie!

=D

{ 11:31:00 PM }

Sunday, January 13, 2008.

i shall let it goes God's way...

{ 7:07:00 PM }

finally i am posting this...

friday i went to make up cgm by mingyao.
the first cgm for this year...

At the end of cgm he prophesied over me and many of his members for this year...
He prophesied something like...
love God more and be more hungry for God. when you are hungry more for Him, He will bring you to a place you never been. You will be like butterflies that metamorphosis. Your friends and family will be amazed by your change. not through your past and background. You will become a woman so strong...... (something like that)


Last week i met shalynne out... she shared with me a lot of things and gave me a word for this year saying...
this year God will bring me to places that i have never been. Be prepared and hold on to the visions that i have. it will not be easy... (something like that too)

wow, it's good to have this kind of words at the start of this year. especially i think i didn't leave year 2007 nice and right... i need to rearrange and set my priorities and emotions right...

more in love and hungry for God!!!
greater dreams and visions!!!
= )

{ 5:55:00 PM }

speedtest

After many tries, this is the best result with least mistakes... lols.. real one wohz... my com never lag... = )

You reached 773 points, so you achieved position 120 of 75281 on the ranking list


You type 1015 characters per minute
You have 189 correct words and
you have 2 wrong words

189 words

free Touch typing

{ 5:33:00 PM }

Typing speedtest

You reached 624 points, so you achieved position 206 of 72331 on the ranking list


You type 852 characters per minute
You have 155 correct words and
you have 5 wrong words

155 words
Touch Typing online

{ 2:41:00 PM }

uber tired today... = )

{ 1:46:00 AM }

Do you feel the way like me?
that's what i hope to know...

i tried to convince myself to confess postitively...
that maybe you do...

but honestly,
what's it?
i'm trying...

{ 1:35:00 AM }

Thursday, January 10, 2008.

tiring day......

"i am waiting... someday..."

"不知道在高兴什么，你的笑容，有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油..."

{ 12:54:00 AM }

Wednesday, January 09, 2008.

i hope to get OLIVIA ONG latest album, Fall in Love With Olivia...
her songs are sooo sooo nice...
but i haven't have time to buy it...

any nice person want to help me buy and i pay you back?
or any even nicer person want to bless me one?

hahahas.. =X

{ 3:43:00 AM }

the most painful thing to do,
is to put a ear digger into your ear to get something out of it.

... and nothing came out...
what siol!!!

i'm calling for
HELPPP...
argghhhhh!!!
PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!

= (

{ 1:49:00 AM }

Monday, January 07, 2008.

today, had a crazy time during dinner...
omg!! WP only la!!! haha...
funny siol...

= )

{ 11:50:00 PM }

this year, i want to learn to step out even more of my comfort zone...

{ 1:00:00 AM }

Sunday, January 06, 2008.

Friendster Horoscope for January 6, 2008

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
The Bottom Line
If someone gets in your space today, step back -- literally and figuratively.

In Detail
Displaying too much aggression will do you more harm than good right now, so try hard to play nice -- especially with the people who just love pushing your buttons! Focus on breathing through the frustration and looking on the brighter side of things. There are many positive things to think about -- these will put a smile on your face instead of a scowl. You are good at knowing when to pick your battles, and this is a skill you should rely on heavily today.


even i don't really believe in horoscope and shouldn't believe it too. but i feel this horoscope analysis from friendster is quite true and unique. it's not the kind that we always see in magazines, but they are really something that i find i will encounter in any of my days. so everyday i just like to go check on friendster horoscope.

{ 3:19:00 AM }

i believe

I Believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了 你看了也会难过
I Believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种 其实你在回应我

虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手 我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己
I Believe 你总会看到我
在某个时候 想让你陪伴的是我

I Believe 没有回应的时候
只不过 正好你在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种 其实你在倾听我

虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手 我真的不难过

不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己
I Believe 你总会看到我
在一切之后 留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏
聚光灯没亮过 怀疑
是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我

不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己
I Believe 一定会有结果
在很久以后 留在你身边的是我
会陪着你的人是我


omg... emo song siol... lols
= )

{ 2:47:00 AM }

Friday, January 04, 2008.

Yesterday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
huiwen!!!
we went to her chalet and find the place like mad...
walk and walk and walk... haha..

and our trip to OCH is so coool...
... and we see nothing....

= )

{ 2:28:00 AM }

Thursday, January 03, 2008.

i shall confess positively......

{ 1:25:00 AM }

Tuesday, January 01, 2008.

My 10 new year resolutions

It's 2008!!

It's great to spend the last few hours of 2007 and the first few hours of 2008 with SPC friends (Weipin, raymond, zhihao, joshua, wenqing, edmund, jingxian, kelly...). yesterday and this morning we had a great time together at steamboat, esplanade, supper and mahjong session. we went to esplanade to see fireworks and all the exciting parts were the crossing of roads and jumping over barricades.

Despite of all the funs we had, i came home in the morning got scolded because of my insufficient accountability to my parents for the over night. i did informed them, but i was at the wrong of not telling them exactly where i went and what time i would be home. i just told them i would be home very late. ok, i learnt the lesson... i pray that everything won't go so bad when my father come home later. = )

It's a new year. It will be a year of growth. i can tell people that i am 21 years old this year when i just celebrated my 20th birthday few days ago... omg!

Every new year will begin with some new year resolutions.
so i shall share my 10 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS...

1) Be home for dinner at least once a week.
Don't go out too late too often.
Not to make my parents angry again.
build a closer relationship with my family.

2) To pray and read Bible everyday, fast at least once a week.
Grow more spiritually and be more fruitful.

3) Spend wisely and save an amount every month.

4) Slim down to 50kg.

5) Keep my room neat and tidy all the time.

6) Learn to plan and manage my time well.

7) Build a closer relationship with my cg members and press into leader's life more.

8) Study hard for my last semester exam and finish all my school works for the next one month.

9) Visit my grandmother and aunt at least once a week.

10) Finish at least one Christian book once a month.


what about relationship? green light has already given... there's so much things and commitments going on... haha.. see how it goes la...


=D

{ 5:52:00 PM }