Thursday, June 16, 2005.

I went for my !st day of my cca.. Dance & Cheer!! Yeah.. I got influenced by POS.. that i want to be trained up for next year performance.. I doesn't only join this cca for POS, but personally i want to try something new and it's fun!!! SP Dance & Cheer team is call SPECTRUM! Yeah.. Although we not as powerful as MAGNUM FORCE from Np.. Spectrum is still good... I hope that Spectrum can really get a good coach to train us up!! Yup.. =P

As i went for practice today.. I got to learn some basic stunts... Usually, we will be there to practice stunts lohz.. So.. Firstly, we did warm up.. Ran the field 1 round.. Oh.. So tiring!!! I had not run for almost one year already!!! After the jog, we did some stretchings... After that, we began to learn stunts.. I learnt that one which i have to sit on the guy shoulder.. I tried a few times not so successful.. because a little bit scared.. but after a few tries.. YeAh!! I managed to go up to the shoulder... Praise God!! Then we did the "2nd level" stunt.. I don't know what's that call... My second attempt was successful.. that i went up.. It was very very scary when i was up there... so high!! Oh no.. Then subsequently, all was quite successful.. But got once, one person of my base, his hand slipped off, then i fell and land on the floor.. didn't catch me properly too lohz.. but i didn't got injured... Then they want to bring me up to the 3rd level, but then the level of their hand, i think not balance, then i fell down... hehez.. Yep! >,< Overall practices was quite good lahz.. I think doing the stunts are quite fun.. hahaz.. Hope that next year POS, i can be involved in the stunts! Give God all praises and glory!! Thank You, Lord!!! = ]

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Praise God!!! I believe revival is breaking out in my cg... Last week services, my cg had total 7 new friends! WhOooOo!!! Out of 7 new friends, 5 got saved! Who says my cg is not growing... It's growing! God is always good... This sunday, i am bring 1 friend for service, who is my current classmate... I prayed that that she will continue to come and then stay... Yeah!! She's a very nice girl...

Also, i want to thank God for financial bessings always... as before that i had no money already.. Yesterday, my grandma gave me some money... Yeah.. Thank God! I have few items that i want to buy... Bible, contact lenses.. yeah.. and my hp bill, need to pay... God is so good! Agree?? Yeah! I really hope to get a Bible & contact lenses 1st...

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Friday, June 10, 2005.

Yesterday was the last day of youth emerge conference... The 3 days emerge were really awesome... that it bring back my heart back to Lord Jesus... My passion for the losts, fire for revival in school burn again.. I want to draw even more closer to Him and feel Him so much that i had never feel Him like this before... This 3 days, i teared and teared... so touched by Him.. I don't want to lost my fire for Him.. come and fill my spiritual hunger... I want to give my life to Him... and live for Him only... Jesus, change me and mould me.. I want to live the way you want me to live... I live for You!! I am coming to the heart of worship.. It's about you Jesus...

All the competition that we went through for the emerge, result released yesterday... So sad that for the inter-class school competition, tertiary clusters, SP got the last... JC/CI got 1st... Then for POS for tertiary are, NTU, followed by NUS, then JC/CI.. They are really very good.. Yeh... We had put in our effort... nevermind... = ]

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005.

OhHhhh.. I am so excited today!!! hahahaaz... POS has ended today.. Happy & sad at the same time... SP, POS rULeZ! Today was the first day of youth emerge conference... Started with POS today at night.. too bad i can't attend the morning session one because i had school.. Talentime was on the afternoon.. I heard that "Trio", jason ang and jason ong's group.. was really very good.. When they perform, it's awesome man! I watched it during our awaiting for POS performance... Yeah! I feel so impacted today by Pst. Kong's preaching message... It was about spiritual hunger... I have been spending time with God for this past weeks as i am too busy with other things... but today, I want to come back to God again.. Desiring to spend even more time with Him, lingering in His presence.. I know even ministry should not be my higher priority than serving God, spending time in His presence... Coming back in the Heart of Worship...

Now talk about POS.. hahaz.. the moment flick so quickly from the time we went up to stage to the end of performance... I don't even know what i had really done on stage... It seems that i have never go through the real day of POS... But, I still can remember the times that we went through practices and rehearsals... I really love that moments... Days that i would definitely remember... No doubt, i will surely still join POS next year for emerge!!!

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Monday, June 06, 2005.

YiPeEEeEe... Here comes tomorrow my church Youth Emerge Conference 2005 "Extraordinary"... Yeah!!! I am really excited about it.. waited for 1 whole year... and also, i am performing in POS!!! SP POS rOcKzZz!!!!!!! After everything, i will really miss u all guys... Especially those who had graduated ones and brothers who r going to army soon... Yup... not going to see u all again next yr for POS.. But those who are still studying, we are starting a CHC group at school soon... It is truly awesome! We can still meet one another... I think we will truly look forward to next year performance for POS again after e whole emerge this year!

Hey brothers and sisters, let's really look forward to tomorrow show time... yeah! Put in our whole strength and effort to perform... We are doing it for God right! Winning is not important but is our team spirit that's important.. But we still want that marche voucher right?!!! We've been putting our whole effort to practice.. I believe tomorrow we will perform to our best de!! HaHazZz.. Yeah!! On the whole, let's shine for God in this performance and keep desiring great revival fire burning in our school... yEp!!! >_< LoVe yA aLL~~

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Friday, June 03, 2005.

School today was still very boring to me... We just sat down there and listen doing nothing... Suppose to end at 5pm today but we were released about half an hour earlier.. However, this 1 week i started to experience poly life... I begin to get used to it already... After school, i met carolyn at dover mrt... Upon waiting for her, i saw frederick and slyvia... Yeah..

Carolyn and i went jp 1st.. We bought and ate a cheesecake at Mcafe... I know that carolyn were somehow quite sad and disappointed about her class and cg... Sad that she didn't share with me what really happen today... We reach church cafe and saw bro mj... Approached him and we share things to him lohz.. After a while he asked me about when i think i will get an OM card? What it takes to get a OM card? When i can join choir ministry? To join choir ministry, we need to have a OM card.. I was like ...... Apparently, he knew the answers of his questions... He wanted to know am i confident of getting an OM.. Of course i think i should have got an OM already.. not until now...

As we started our pos training, i could see that carolyn are always so busy and distracted by other things... Cg, friends etc.. I didn't blame her or what.. but i just feel disappointed that she came halfway and left halfway... If she couldn't put much attention during POS practice, why did she decide to join at first.. and just within 4 days she decided to leave... If she know that she would have alot of things to do and plan, cannot be totally commited to POS, she shouldn't have join at first... I know that she is my only cg helper, that she would have alot of things to do... but just that today before she left, most of the time she wasn't in the room practicing... Even she was with us, she was always putting her attention on her phone... not just today, but other days too.. I did not want her to join just because of me, but what i really want is her attention and commitment, she can find joy joining too... but i didn't really feel that... I didn't force her but persuaded her... If she really couldn't or don't want to join, i am ok with it... She would not have disappoints me then..

Nevermind... Let's not talk about it anymore...

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