Tuesday, May 31, 2005.

Yeh!! I am very tired... Everyday is like going out in the morning and reaching home at very late hours... my POS and school... Yeh.. However, i truly know that God's strength is with me... The strength to be able to go through all of my commitments... But throughout this 2 weeks, my flesh is weak to spent my QT... I prayed but not everyday... I think i only read my Bible for twice or what... Oh no!!

1 more week to the emerge conference! so excited for it!!! Yeah! = ] I never got in to talentime and word power final, but i am glad that i am in SP, POS team... I really look forward to the life-transforming week...

Start school already.. i know the 1st week will be very slack... Everytime, teacher will release us earlier... There were times that we were being released 1 hour earlier... The earliest class is at 9am.. Certain days we have 2 hours break... Hehe.. but this is only the starting!! Yeah.. I know that in later days, it will even more busier... Yeah.. I think i will stop here le... bye..

{ 12:14:00 PM }

Friday, May 27, 2005.

Jesus.. I need You more.. Your presence... I thank You for everything! I love You!!!

Hmmm.. I am really tired after going through the orientation and POS practices this week... Orientation was truly boring... Yeah.. I really praise God for giving me courage to take the initiative to talk to my classmates when i first met them... I volunteered myself to become my class assistant class rep... first time.. I pray that God will help me to become a good leader... need wisdom in everthing i do... pray that i will win favour from classmates and teachers... Yeah!! God, you had said that we should be the salt and the light of the world, the head and not the tail... Lord, help me to be one!!! I really want to have a revival in my class and school! Till now in my class, i haven't get to know there is still a Christian in my class other than me...

I am truly impacted by Pst. Kong msg during last sunday service... We must reach out to the market place... Yep!

{ 12:25:00 AM }

Thursday, May 19, 2005.

I really thank God that this year i have the chance to take part in POS... It's definitely a very great experience for me... From the first day to now... alot people, including me, when we started going for practice, we didn't really know each other... quiet... but now, we enjoy each other's presence, always love to fellowship together, talk, joke and more... I never regretted joining it... truly, wonderful memories... We go through pain and sweat together... Every practices, we never fail to sweat... hahaz.. and some got injured here and there... We do complain somehow because it's really tiring... but we still look forward to practices... By practicing almost everyday is really very tiring... I haven't really have enough sleep everyday... but the grace and strength of God is upon us... God is good!

I feel that, if we can join POS, why not come and join... You don't need to dance very well then can join... In fact, not many of us can really dance... how we perform depends on our heart and willingness to be commited to practices... I can come and know my brothers and sisters of CHC in SP.. feel the unity in us... and how we want to shine and glorify God.. In poly, i only have 3 years... I don't have alot of chances to be in POS as a SP... so i truly never regretted to be part of it... and look forward to join again next year!

{ 11:33:00 PM }

Yea!!! I am back here again!! Yesterday, i had my talentine audition with my cg members, in N239 and E369.. What i can conclude for our performance is.... cannot make it... It's not no faith or what.. Truly, what i could hear when we were on the stage singing were all some funny funny pitch.. i think is seriously out of tune... When i was on the stage, i don't really feel nervous.. but everyone of us just couldn't hear our own voices as we sang... So end up, i don't even know how gd or bad my own voice was produced.. and i don't know my members' too.. I do feel sad about it.. but nevermind, most of us had never went up to stage and sing with mic before.. So it was a fresh experience for us and we do learn something... Hmmm.. I wanna try it next year again.. just having 2 to 3 people in a group... too many people, i don't think is good... and last-minute practice is a NO-NO!!! Also, the matter of choosing members to participate together is really important... It's not really about how talented we are in singing... but it is our passion, attitude, character, boldness, unity... that matter more... I didn't want someone that has a bad attitude to join with us.. and if you can sing but don't dare to sing, and don't even have the willing heart to really practice hard yourself.. then might as well don't join! Yeah!

{ 11:02:00 PM }