Friday, December 29, 2006.

My birthday...

Today is my birthday. haha.. yeah.. In the evening, i went to meet my cg members for dinner at best coffee shop at around 6.30pm. We was supposed to meet at 5pm, then everyone of them were late by 1 1/2 hour. So they made me wait for them alone for 1 1/2 hour la. dotx.. -_-"

There were me, yue ze, john, kah keong, joey, hui bin and sam. We ate our dinner there and they celebrated my birthday. Had a brownie cake, birthday songs, and took some photos. I will post the photos up in few days ba. Thanks guys for celebrating my birthday and made it a peaceful one! hahas.. = ) After that, we continued to sit at the coffee shop there fellowship, talked and chatted until around 10.30pm. Then we all took bus 242 to boon lay interchange and we headed home lohs.

It was a simple celebration i think, did not receive a lot of gifts, actually only 2.. but i am still happy. I received a lot of sms. I was surprised to receive people like yenting, huiying, jorene messages.. But there is someone who have not send even a message to me. I wonder has he forgotten about it le... haha.. = )

I went to rent 2 vcds today. 1 of it is The Lake House. Beautiful love story i think. yeah.. Another 1 is The Little Man.. haven't watch yet... yup yup..

{ 11:46:00 PM }

It's mine birthday!!

Yeah.. Happy birthday to me and meiyin!! Earlier had our zone appreciation night cum costume party! cool... our cg wore the theme "nerd". We look so nerdy la. We sent kah keong, sam and xue ni for the costume walk and kah keong was chosen to be the top 3 for the best costume award. He was supposed to won to be the best costume de, but they let another small boy won who was chosen as top 3 also. haha.. We looked so funny. Anyway it was really a special night. There were awards like best evangelist award, best cg member award etc... I was 1 of the nominees for the best evangelist award, but carolyn got the award. yeah.. Mj got preached about ending this year and starting our next year. Then after that all the cg leaders in MJ zone gave speeches to appreciate ming jing as our zone leader. it was really great tonight. As i thought, i felt that i have not really walk a wonderful year this year. as in i have been quite slack in doing almost everything especially my studies. and my walk with God wasn't really that good too this year. So before this year ends, i really want to get myself up to start work hard for every areas of my life, be more focus on God and wants to make a decision to really draw closer to God.

Then after the appreciation night, there were few cell groups started to celebrate birthday for their own members. hahas.. I receive a necklace from cg, a bag frm kk and my brother, and a lot of sms. Thanks everyone! =D

{ 2:13:00 AM }

Monday, December 25, 2006.

Class chalet

On friday, came back from class chalet.. It was a 2 day 1 night chalet, from thursday. I have a fun time there with my classmates, simply enjoy! On thursday, we met at je platform to go together to e chalet. Jun xiang ended up 1 hour late and we waited for him at the platform for 1 hour. When we reached pasir ris, we were ask to pay extra $2 for overstayed.. haha..

During the night we had bbq. Few of us played card games and the person who lose will have to being poured water on by us. We played until around 11 plus or 12 ba because that time it started to rain very heavily. Then we went back to our room, some were playing xbox, some were playing poker card games, while others were talking and chatting. Later in the midnight, they started to bring out the vodka which they had bought earlier in the evening. They bought 2 bottles of absolute vodka and coke, 7-up etc... Some did not joined in to drink.. but i did. We got play games, that the lose one will to drink. not mixed one, but purely only vodka. Every cup we drink, it's like only very little. The vodka was only 1 cap volume for each round. The 2 bottles of vodka were shared among around 16 or 17 people. Each person drank like around 6, 7 cups of mixed and not mixed de. some of them got drunk with the little alcohol. hahas...

Around 3 plus am, hafizah and i went out to sit down at nearby and we chatted. We chatted until 4 plus 5am ba then we went back to our room. When we went back, some were sleeping while alot still haven't. We sat down on the floor and chat, tell ghost stories and horror rumors in SP and some other places. At around 6am, some people start to fell asleep. I tried to sleep but i just can't. maybe was because i was lying on the hard ground. don't think that all 20 people can sleep on the beds hoh! Around 7am, some of us went to eat breakfast at mac.. as usual i ate sausage mcmuffin w egg. hahas. went back to the room after eating and those who went to eat breakfast were those who never sleep for the whole night. So when we went back to the room, we all started to fell asleep, slept for 1 hour plus. We check out at 10.30am..

After chalet, i went parkway to meet xueni, john and kk for karaoke. We went to katong shopping centre there de ktv.. so wulu wulu de.. met up andrew and his gfthere. Then meiyin and jia hui came, and andrew brought another 2 of his members come. The room was so small to contain 10 people and ended up some of us were sitting on the floor. The environment and service not very good. Also, they will cut our session very punctually when our booking time is up. hahas.. I think next time go kbox will be better. After the singing session we went to parkway walk around. But john and i were too tired, not long after we went home. hahas.. really tired because never sleep for the whole night during chalet. Then that night, i slept at around 9pm... = )

{ 1:24:00 AM }

Saturday, December 23, 2006.

Survey...

hahas.. i am too bo liao, took from kk blog to do...

BEST
1] Male Friend : a lot!!
2] Female Friend : a lot too! oso lazy to name.
3] Vacation : hong kong(it's like 8 yrs ago le la...)
WORST
1] Time Of the day : none
2] Day Of the week : Tmr.. working..
3] Food : everything tht can be eaten:)
4] Memory : not sure...
LAST
1] pple u saw in school : Hafizah, sheryl... got few pple i left sch with de..
2] Talked on phone : Xue ni
3] Text : from huang ying
4] Person Who Instant Messaged : -
TODAY
1] wad are you doing now : doing this survey
2] wad are u wearing : tee shirt & shorts
3] where have u been : Expo church x'mas carnival and service
4] Better than yesterday : yes
TOMORROW
1] Is : 24/12/06
2] Any Plans : Yes.. Working.. feng diao!
3] Any Goals : hope that i will not do wrong thing
4] likes abt tmr : last day i going to work.. yeah
FAVORITE
1] Numbers : 1,7,29
2] Songs : alot!
3] Movie : LOTR, harry porter
4] Colour : white, purple, blue, silver
CURRENTLY
1] Missing Someone : my cg members
2] Mood : sleepy le
3] Wanting : e end of tmr will come to e end faster!
4]10 pple to do this survey :

1. KK
2. Meiyin
3. Rubez
4. Sheryl
5. Hafizah
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{ 11:44:00 PM }

Wednesday, December 20, 2006.

Today had our "cg outing".. haha.. went to watch eragon. only few people only la, don't know consider as cg outing. There were me, john, dester, kk, gordan and yue ze..

We supposed to meet 1pm at somerset mrt station. Then ended up all of us late. The earliest that reached were me john and dester.. 1.15pm.. wahaha.. Thank God that i never say meet 1.30pm or 2pm.. 5 of us, excluding yueze, went to buy the tickets first at cineleisure then went yoshinoya to eat. After eating, we walked around. Yue ze reached around 2.10 like that. -_-" We went in the cinema at 2.30pm. The show was really nice... yeah! After the show around 4.30 like that we went to taka's kinokuniya, looking around at the books... Then we walked yue ze and gordan to orchard mrt station as yueze got rehearsal at jurong church ba and gordan need to go home. After they left, 4 of us went to far east. We left orchard at around 7 plus ba and headed back to bl. dester went home and kk come to my house to play cards. we have lots of fun.. haha.. He left my house around 11.30, we sent him to bl bus interchange. yeah..

Tomorrow i going for my class chalet. going to stay overnight.. too bad 2 day 1 night only.. yeah.. Excited!! = )

I got 4 comfirm friends for this christmas service le! yeah.. kk also have 4 friends le. PTL!! i praying and hoping i can have 6.. yup yup!

{ 11:31:00 PM }

Monday, December 18, 2006.

Excited!!!

Yeah! Finally here to blog again!! I am getting so excited for the coming days and weeks! Christmas is coming, there will be 5 x'mas services at expo in total for the coming saturday, sunday and monday.. 40,000!! everyone --> 1+4. i am aiming to bring at least 6 friends for this x'mas, not 4! Trust God, for the harvest is plentiful!

Class chalet on coming thursday and friday!! Yeah!

Next, Gifts Exchange on x'mas day and Appreciation Night on 28 Dec for MJ zone.. Wheee! On the Appreciation Night there's costume party too.. and my cg theme is FORMAL! Gonna see me wear comething that i have never wear before! lols...

My birthday and meiyin birthday on 29 Dec!!!! Both of us turning 19 years old in 11 days!!! Yeah.. but i think this year can't celebrate with her because i guess so she going out of s'pore... but nevermind...

I quitted my job today.. will not be working after x'mas eve le! hehes...

On this coming x'mas day 25th dec will be 3 months since him and i broke up. I guess he is doing well.. with his current gf... i am doing very well too. We are still in contact but quite seldom le. In my heart, not carrying any expectancy or what already. i have let go of everything le. he's still my friend.. yup!

I am happy because i have Jesus in my life! =D

{ 2:28:00 AM }

Tuesday, December 12, 2006.

Last thursday and friday, we had our zone camp. It was awesome! The games, preachings, testimony and everything... During the preaching, power and presence of God were strong. Ming jing prayed and lay hand on everyone of us. Alot of the people were touched by the presence of God. yeah... On the second day, i invited shi ting, aaron and xiong zhu to go. Dominic went too. To my surprised, berni came at the night. PTL! I think they did enjoy themselves and presence of God did touch them. I pray they can come back again and again. hahas..

I didn't want to write more about the camp le... because yesterday i wrote for very long already and halfway it hanged. sian 1/2.. -_-" lol..

Today we had prayer meeting at ymca at 6pm. The whole pm was pray only for the coming christmas service. Our church is aiming for 40,000 people for this christmas service. Everyone of us got to bring at least 4 friends to hit this 40,000 people. 40,000... 1% of singapore population! Yeah.. I don't want to bring just 4 friends but i want to bring more than that!!! Have faith and trust in God! Also, i want to invite all our cg old friends and members that have backslided back. Hallelujah! Cg has not being growing... very burden for cg because it's unhealthy and unfruitful. Time for cg to grow!!!

{ 11:49:00 PM }

Monday, December 11, 2006.

On saturday after service, i went for choir audition with xue ting and eunice... At first i didn't really felt that nervous while waiting.. only until when it's our turn for e audition. After the audition, i actually feel so sad because i had under performed at the part that tested our pitching. I just don't know why i just couldn't reach the low note that was played when actually i could. I just couldn't stop thinking that i have put so much effort for my counternance part yet i had failed to do well in the pitching part. I felt really worst. During the first audition that i went that time, it just went well for that part.. and annabel had commented good when she finished tested me. but this time. my pitching totally went so off. Because i felt so nervous and cold that time. i just couldn't go to the low note and kept unable to remember the note, therefore kept requesting to play the note again and again. haiss...

However i want to put my trust and have faith in God rather than thinking about my performance on that day. Maybe my perfomace on that day may failed me.. but how much i really desire to go into choir ministry and my continuous asking and prayers.. I believe God will answer my prayer and God see my great desire and passion for choir ministry. God will turn the impossible to be possible. Also I want to believe in God that as i sing on saturday, the presence did come because i really gave my heart to worship God rather than just sing.

I was reading Phil Pringle book called "Faith"... and read about the 7 steps to answered prayer... Step 1, Desire.. Step 2, Decide.. Step 3, Ask... and so on that i haven't finish reading it for now... It starts to build my faith up and trust God, knowing that God always wants to answer our prayer!

Don't know from when, i feel that i am so in love with God once again... a heart that just want to walk with Him... Faith begin to arise in me.. Love and passion for people came... I find myself wanting to reach out to the losts more, be someone that can impact my friends' lives... God is with me! yeah! I just want to take a step up to another level of my life and walk with Him. = ) Hallelujah!

{ 1:56:00 AM }

Wednesday, December 06, 2006.

Yesterday at the end of the day i was feeling quite sad of quite a few things. So i began to lift up everything to God. God took away all my burdens away and i felt better after that.

Today i ended school at 3pm or actually is 2.30pm because class end early. I strolled to foodcourt 1. It was still quite early then, i was meeting the sp chc members at 3.30pm there for prayer meeting. When i reached there, no one reached yet. I sat down and waited for people to come for more than 1/2 hour. Today prayer meeting there were only phileo, rong ping, jason, rubez, carolyn, hong yun and me. It was quite a good prayer meeting, the presence of God was strong.

After pm, i went home and take my bible and bible study book, and went to suntec for bs. Today is the last lesson of AFV le.. wahaha.. fast eh! Going to go to Gifts Of Holy Spirit le. After bs, xueting keep asking me to approach mj for choir audition. I thought it was quite impossible to sign up now le since yesterday. She encouraged me and i went to ask him. Finally he signed me and all of us up for choir audition on this saturday and sunday! Yeah.. Gonna go for choir audition this week! excited man... I want to put on the best make up to look Good and wear nicer on that day. I want to really pray and fast for going into choir ministry. Yeah... = ) Praise God for his strength and everything!

{ 11:17:00 PM }

Tuesday, December 05, 2006.

When i saw you and her photos in friendster, how could i feel? I don't know how should i feel or react. I know it isn't my problem even i come to know that. I have no right to really care who you will eventually end up with. But it still make me felt that i was like a fool before... You still end up being with her. You had told me so many things about you and her before. I just know that you will still eventually patch up with her. It isn't a feeling, it's a confirmation that it will happen someday and now it has happen. If you are happy now, then that's good. Well, I don't want to see and know so much already... You are now just my friend, why do i still want to care so much...

{ 10:34:00 PM }

Sunday, December 03, 2006.

Yesterday in the noon, i went with my brother and kah keong to vivo city to help out in the stalls again.. Then when we wanted to leave for service, we dragged so long because can't find people to take over the stalls. We ended up left there at 4 plus pm and was late for service. hahas... After service, some of sp chc people met up at expo mrt station. Rubez, sharon, jason, allan, sing yee, rong ping and regina.. We were meeting the rest at city hall and were going to celebrate jason, rong ping and regina's birthday. We met emil at city hall mrt station, and met wah keong and phileo at marina square. We went carl's junior to eat and celebrated their bithday there. Each of them got a cone of ice cream replacing a cake. wahaha.. I left first when they were still there because i felt it was not early le. I left the place at around 11pm and reach home at 12... = )

Today only 6 of my cg members including me went for church wide prayer meeting. I felt that the prayer meeting was really good. Presence of God and the atmosphere was powerful! I felt so stirred up and refreshed after praying. PTL! Thank God for everything...

{ 11:37:00 PM }