Sunday, February 26, 2006.

Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye MTV

{ 1:38:00 PM }

i just don't know why i start to love Jesus, so excited for Jesus like never before!!! After the 3 weekend conference with Pst. Ulf, i feel so refreshed and renewed in the spirit even though 2 out of 3 svc i was watching online svc at home... I believe that there will be a geat change in my life and i really desire to really start moving on to do what God call me to do...

God spoke to me that this year is the year that i will rise up... open doors will come and yet more circumstances will be there for me too... i will rise up only by starting to be faithful in the small little things he call me to do, and start to obey Him, trust in him, have Faith in Him.. Don't be afraid and don't be unwilling... As i start to have all these, he will provide everything for me.. He will use me to do great things that i never thought of... yeah..

Praise God!! I so excited for Him right now.. so in love for Him!! So excited that God is an exciting God, being a Christian is exciting!! Hallelujah!

Hahas.. i am excited for too much things right now.. for God, holidays, pos, emerge conference, cruise, cg multiplication!! Yeah!! Cg going multiply next week!! (n_n)

{ 12:36:00 PM }

Thursday, February 23, 2006.

Yeah... 2 days ago on tuesday met up with ray in the afternoon, suppose jason too but he was late so he catch up with us later... We went to heeren there go find arthur to help him do survey.. and find out faith, mingjie were there too... yeah.. the 3 of them working as a ...... ask people on the street to do survey de... Jason came not long after that... We did the survey until so tired... 8 or 9 long pages of survey questions.. can die doing... more tiring that doing exam papers... hahas... After doing the survey, arthur and faith use their break time and we went to funan it mall's kimage to do our hair... They went to colour their hair and i went to cut my hair... it was cut by the students of kimage there, so quite cheap... Then after finishing doing our hair, we went to eat somethings... Then faith and arthur left for their work.. then me, jason, and ray went to mac there at funan to study... but i only stay there for a while then went home for dinner... hehes.. = ]

{ 1:40:00 PM }

2 papers had finished for my exams right now.. I really can't wait for holidays to come and pos training to come... hahas...

{ 12:54:00 PM }

Sunday, February 19, 2006.

My exams start tomorrow!! hahas.. It'll be my 1st paper tomorrow which is accounting... something that i am quite gd at... yeah... but maybe too confident until i haven't have any single revision for accounting until now... =P

On thursday will be DBMS, friday WCD and another monday will be FOM... if i am not wrong lahz...

I don't know what's happening with me.... Just know that i need to really draw closer to God... If i still remain like this, how???

Then my cg going to multiply soon, e next coming cgm... We will be multiplying in 3 ways... Another cg will be joining us from ... hmmm.. don't know which cg... some cg under other cgl... then we multiply 3 ways... Then after multiplying, 2 cgs will be still under bro mj then 1 cg will be under other cgl.. heard is bro victor? It's gd that cg is multiplying but the sad thing is 1 cg will give to other cgl.. not under bro mj anymore... I pray that i will be in the cg that still bro mj is my cgl... Yup... = ]

{ 10:18:00 PM }

Wednesday, February 15, 2006.

I really need to be more sensitive to know what's happening in many of my members life or problems when talking to them... Sometimes what they tell me, i can just believe in them without knowing actually that what i was told was not really a problem but there are something else...

Yeah... i am excited about pos which training is starting soon... = ]

{ 12:20:00 AM }

i really need a fresh touch from the Holy Spirit EVERYDAY... I don't want to lose that relationship with God... I really need to commit myself in my QT.. In some days, i really feel so exhasted to do anymore things after a whole day... and i just feel like lying on my bed and rest... I need Your strength...

{ 12:15:00 AM }

For being accountable,i told this thing to my cgl... I thought it was comfirm to be true when i found it from their blog... Yet i just come to realise now, that what i had seen from the blog was not what i thought... The thing that i told my cgl end up was not true... So sorry....

When i see all those words in the blog, it seems to be they are together... but the truth is they are not... I feel so.... for saying something that is not true to my cgl... Their words are just playing me...

really feel like crying...

hais......

{ 12:01:00 AM }