Sunday, March 29, 2009.

"when is the last time you're lost in the presence of God?"

{ 9:35:00 PM }

If you say go

{ 12:39:00 AM }

Thursday, March 26, 2009.

ok, i shall take off the emo-ness...

Anyway, choir is really off this week! sian... something that i always look forward to, now don't have... because of Pst Phil weekend, choir is not needed. But can have a good rest this week!

Yesterday night, first time encountering the most "eventful" thing. The event of overslept in the train!!! I was traveling home from pasir ris. i was so tired so i slept. the next thing that happened was i ended up at joo koon. what time? 12 plus in the midnight. Apparently, the train driver woke me up and i was thinking how come there was no single soul in the train when i woke up. i still had to follow the driver all the way to the driver's exit to get off the train.
sooo sooo SOOOOOOOOOOOO PAI SEI!!!!

i got out the mrt station, and next moment i was terrified by the quietness on the road. who will be there at the place full of factories in the middle of the night? i thought the only way out was to follow the mrt track and walk out of the scary place. i tried and end up following the wrong direction. Good that it was the last station, i saw the end of the track after walk for 5 minutes.

I realised and i walked back. As i walked, i reached the junction of the road. finally saw my HERO! CAB!!! while in the cab, then i knew that if i was going to walk home, i think it will take me 2 hours to walk out and back to home! or i think i might even get lost in that place!

OMG~~~

{ 10:48:00 PM }

is there something wrong with me?
i don't want to feel tired and scared.

i just don't like the start out period,
when i feel stress of starting to learn something,
when i feel fearful of making mistakes,
when i only know half of the things,
when i can't manage it all,
when i am not be able to do everything well and confidently by myself.

i know i am not superwoman, i know i am still learning.

At workforce, you got to pick up what you have learnt 100 times faster.
no such thing of taking your time.
no such joy of learning together, you are learning alone.

more passion, more heart, more commitment.

{ 10:12:00 PM }

Monday, March 23, 2009.

positive confessions

I going to start work later part of the day!
I am GLAD that God came through for me... i actually wanted and planned to start work at this date exactly.
I am SAD because i gonna lose my sleep and freedom.
It has been a mix feelings in my heart this past 1 week.
Being afraid is probably the main one, but i know it will never help.

So i think i should begin to make postive confessions!!!
Everything's gonna be alright.
I will SHINE!
Confess the word of God too!

Just now i was helping out jiji in her shoot, did makeup for an artise. The house where they did the shoot, the owner was really a good host. when she walked me to the bus stop, i kinda chatted with her and i told her that tomorrow i am going to start work. She was very encouraging! She told me that i will do well, and don't get affected by the office politics they have.

Moreover, what do i have to be afraid of? I have God with me!! I have actually gone through really really terrible days in work at my previous company... the stress and the scoldings, and there were times that i almost burst out into tears. Everytime i held on and i managed to go through it.

YES YES! For this time, i really hope to take the step to really be even friendlier to my colleagues there. SMILE, talk to them! I am not high I la.. u know... So i hope i can really develop good relationships with them, looking forward to work everyday.

がんばって！！

{ 12:34:00 AM }

Friday, March 20, 2009.

心跳 - 王力宏

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

{ 3:25:00 PM }

另一個天堂-王力宏 & 張靓穎

你取代 前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然找到答案
不用解釋也明白

你的微笑 是一個暗號
我能解讀 那多美好
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒

你為我的世界 重新彩繪

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在 這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊

我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天 越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單

是你轉到 同一個頻道
定位我的 幸福座標
我多渺小 能愛著你 才最重要

想把妳的明天 仔細翻閱

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你身邊

{ 3:10:00 PM }

Thursday, March 19, 2009.

i think this is what it means...

being there for friends, loving them, encourage them, adding units to their love bank.
even when you don't feel so good yourself.
even when you don't receive one from them.

because they are my friends.

:)

{ 12:38:00 AM }

Wednesday, March 18, 2009.

can i not be afraid of what's ahead...?

but i am really really afraid...

{ 9:12:00 PM }

smile.

I am employed and i am happy!

Accounts and Admin Assistant at Global Knowledge (S) Pte Ltd.

I think it's rather divine. not just an anyhow job that comes by me, but a God-given job? 3rd interview. I went for the interview in the afternoon and was called back for the acceptance within 2 hours. Without knowing all that what i will be getting from this job, i say yes to the offer immediately. The faith and the assurance. Ask and it shall be given, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be open? I prayed, i really prayed. All just come right in time! God is never early or late.

Shine! i really want to shine and live out His glory in the marketplace. i want to go far from here! physically straining, time consuming.. once it start. Not by might nor by power, but by the Spirit of God. It'll be like the vision that i received during SOT.

I thank God for His faithfulness!

:))

{ 2:46:00 AM }

Today is loveeees!

Had a great time of fellowship and movie session with the 4 guys..
Justin, Lexx, Ben and Jasper.
We watched Race to The Witch Mountain and i thought this show was really really nice!
Then we walked from PS all the way to orchard station to fellowship and talk and take train from there.

a quality time person,
not a homely person,
haha! yupyup!

:DD

{ 2:33:00 AM }

Sunday, March 15, 2009.

Things that i really want it to happen/to make it happen...
NOW NOW NOW!!!!

- A permanent FT job
- Stable financial incoming
- Fulfil BF!!!!!!!!
- Red Samsung Omnia phone

{ 6:24:00 PM }

Friday, March 13, 2009.

Coming Soon!
Watched it with the usual choir hang out peeps.
guess, who else??

It's been a while since i watched a horror movie. It was definitely scary... but in the cinema, people laughed more than they screamed... It makes me google searched chaba, but thank God it appear to be something normal.

rating: 4/5 stars

:))

{ 3:09:00 AM }

Tuesday, March 10, 2009.

Unafraid,
of what's ahead...

{ 10:51:00 AM }

Sunday, March 08, 2009.

i wonder how can i survive one week with $50.
i need a miracle and breakthrough.
a job!

broke.
:(

{ 11:18:00 PM }

Saturday, March 07, 2009.

i think in my life there are just some funny people and i feeling slapping them.
literally.

{ 12:45:00 AM }

Wednesday, March 04, 2009.

The only thing that will keep on going forward is time.
changes never fail to follow.
What lies tomorrow is future, my future...
Is it that scary?
quite...

Process of growing up,
being an adult,
growing responsibility,
changes in lifestyle...
WORK.

{ 10:28:00 PM }

最幸福的事

梁文音-最幸福的事

你撐著雨傘 接我那次
已經足夠我 記得一輩子
我懂後來你 不是不堅持
愛情本來就 沒萬無一失

淚水離開了 你的手指
那不如讓它 留在這信紙
我想女孩子 最貼心的是
讓愛的人選 結束的方式

我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時 擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是 童話故事
不能夠永遠 依賴著王子
再難過其實 只剩兩個字
我怎麽忍心 為難你解釋

那一陣子有你 美得不像現實
多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事 牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始 即使分開我們 都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事 對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起那時 那天和你傻笑著認識 是最幸福的事

{ 3:09:00 AM }

Tuesday, March 03, 2009.

On sunday, my zone had this MJ friendship networking thing for singles at rolling wok restaurant. For me, i find it rather ok, really really ok... Some people who had went there felt that it was very bad, especially after spending $30. maybe because i already know most of the people there, except few people.. and i feel rather easy to talk, or many people i can talk with there... well, i really take it as friendship network event (i know the intention of the event la.. because it's only for single, but not so extreme either), building friendship there does not need to be with ONLY GUYS.. get to talk with a few guys and another few more girls is rather fine for me. i think do we really need to know ONLY new brothers.. like introduce "i am ...... what is you name?" this kind? Getting to know more about the brothers i have already know is a good thing too. fellowship... Perhaps a better and not so ulu place, more people and cheaper will make the next one even successful and better.

These 2 weeks without the need to work is really good. i still have more things to catch up... But it can't be too long also. at most by this end of month, i promise...! In the midst, sending resumes already.

i have been watching quite a number of movies lately... Inkheart, Benjamin button, Marley & Me, He's just not that into you x2... Nice shows...

:DD

{ 11:43:00 AM }

Monday, March 02, 2009.

Weather is getting abit odd these days.
i hate the super hot and humid weather, and then came a big downpour...
when i am outside...
The muddy water that soaked in my shoes.

Have i not learnt it?
Some things are meant to be told, some things are meant to be kept.
i shall see, i shall wait, i shall try... i shall not say anymore...

{ 1:18:00 AM }

I don't hope for another hi-bye friend...
a friendship that is like an ice melting in your palm so fast,
when you don't even get enough time to find a freezer to solidify it.
different friends come in at different seasons.

What about long-lasting one?

{ 12:08:00 AM }