Wednesday, April 29, 2009.

I just want You

More than a nice melody
More than the sweetest of words
This is the love I have found
And with this love I am found

I just want You Jesus
I just want You my Lord
I just want You Jesus
I just want You

Never could I comprehend
The love You so freely give
Never could I be worthy
But Your love covers all of my sin

I just want You Jesus
I just want You my Lord
I just want You Jesus
I just want You

There is no greater love than Yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even if i search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours

{ 11:31:00 PM }

Friday, April 24, 2009.

driving me crazy...

Studying......
It's all i want to do.

but yet right now so many opposition.

should i drop the idea?
or can i continue to ask and believe God?

{ 9:31:00 AM }

Thursday, April 23, 2009.

pressure...

The words, the pressure, i feel it all...
Heart is down...
Somehow lost in words.

But i will do my best...
and i want to do my best...

i continue to look to YOU.
Your strength and promises.
not giving up.

{ 11:09:00 PM }

Wednesday, April 22, 2009.

CHOIR IS LOVES!

Finally choir prac has resumed!!!
LOVE PRAC & LOVE CHOIR!

Looking forward to 1st May Soprano outing at Sentosa!!!
it's haven't been to sentosa for ages liao la....

:)))

{ 2:37:00 AM }

Sunday, April 19, 2009.

God blesses me!

Thank God for coming true for me...!
My uncle is going to help me pay for my uni school fees!!!

Yea... can study liao!

:DDD

{ 5:40:00 PM }

holding on to His hand...

God is my comfort and peace...
:)))

anyway, i found this from my friend's blog...
i think it's so so true... at least for me also...

sometimes i think its silly to have quality time as a love lang... when pple spend time with u, u so called feel 'loved'.. however, when pple get busy (which is super easily done in SG), u will feel that u are not so 'loved'...

kinda lame?

LOLS!

{ 3:55:00 AM }

it just hard to write out every single bits and pieces of my feelings...
where to start and where to end.
it just has no starting and ending to my feelings now.

What i can say is that...
letting all out...
every, really every areas.
every struggles, every pain, every fears.
letting all out...
in the presence of God and i only.
no one else.
Problems are still there.

when i just feel everything in my life right now isn't really going that well.
pressure is hitting me from every direction.

but i still held on... held on to Him, held on to the hope.

Just now i was talking to jiji about my struggles.
Why can i just tell everything to some people,
and never share anything to some people?

{ 1:21:00 AM }

Thursday, April 16, 2009.

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{ 9:39:00 PM }

My plan...

I am considering of studying in SIM RMIT, Bachelor of Business (Accountancy), for the intake in january next year...

Pray it will happen...

:))

{ 1:21:00 AM }

Wednesday, April 15, 2009.

a bit different...

my younger brother just enlisted to NS this afternoon...
seems like part of my life is missing...

hongyun and i went to send him off.

back in 2 weeks...
gonna miss him!

:(

{ 1:01:00 AM }

Tuesday, April 14, 2009.

i want to be a student!

{ 1:32:00 AM }

Sunday, April 12, 2009.

what to do...

there are many disappointments in our lives...
there are many people who have disappointed us small times and big times...

but the disappointments in the heart has to be dealt...
our heart has to be dealt too...

not meant to be pushed to the deep bottom of the heart,
that will form wrong thoughts and heart.

it's when you need to learn forgive and forget...

{ 11:57:00 PM }

heart pain...

HEART PAIN...

i almost burst into tears when you break the news.

now my favourite jacket is gone...

what can i do?

*cries*

:((

{ 6:41:00 PM }

Saturday, April 11, 2009.

getting a bit frustrated with all these problems.
when will it turn better?
how can i help someone who is going through all these problems when here i am is going through one...?

{ 2:44:00 AM }

Friday, April 10, 2009.

HAPPY!

i HAPPY...
just HAPPY!
:)))

with all my people coming back...
all the meetouts with them did not go down the drain...
by God's grace...

and also...... shhhhh! shall not say...!

:DDD

{ 1:23:00 AM }

Wednesday, April 08, 2009.

i still love this... :)

Make It Mutual - Olivia Ong

A quiet moment making my footprints on the sand.
A sweet feeling comes surrounding me.
It's delirious.
Now that's a sugar rush.
My heart is beating oh so fast,
And I dun wanna fall too deep but I want to make it last.

There's no need to rush.
We can take our time.
Let it go the natural way.
We begin as friends?
And who knows what ?
Where this could be taking me.

In this nice cool breeze.
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

You know what I would like?
I'd like to get to know you more.
Make that mutual.
Boy, you know you wanna know me too

This is how you make me feel.
When you're here, I feel your vibe,
And I hope I don't fall into deep too fast

You're not the type,
Who'll rush into things.
And let it slip away.
Yeah, I like your type.
Caught up in this ride.
It's kinda silly but I'll say

In this nice cool breeze,
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too.

{ 10:02:00 AM }

Had a great PM with Pst kong! Pray over for easter big day, the church, the church leaders, our own lives, cellgroup etc...

The pastors shared about how their zone is going to have a series of outreaches after Easter. I got a friend to come for easter already! and i am targetting all my connect group people to come back this time! i have not seen them for the longest of time already la... sad... next few days i am going to meet all of them and spend time with them! MORE FRIENDS FOR EASTER!

Right now i am really burden over my financial and a job! I still have so much to clear for my BF...... So much thoughts and worries and fears... i think i should start medidating 1 Timothy 1:7... "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."

{ 12:15:00 AM }

Sunday, April 05, 2009.

The thought of i actually haven't been doing much things lately...
yet when i am loaded with things to do, i feel like i need the rest.

unfruitfulness is all i feel now.
with no job, that i will find myself enjoy doing.
so much dreams and desires, yet feel like unable to live it out.

all the encouragements and words that i speak to the individual that i cares.
how much have it actually happen to me?

A call to Him.
A step to empty myself.
A time of fresh vision.
A pump of God's oil.
are really all i need...

{ 10:59:00 PM }

Wednesday, April 01, 2009.

Some updates on what happen these few days...

I left the job that i got one week ago. i couldn't like the environment and the things that i do there. A total admin and receptionist job which really makes me feel rather bored. Something that i think i wouldn't want to do for long. Right now, i am beginning to consider deeply what i really want to do? I always thought that i wanted to become an accountant. Right now... 2nd thoughts... Something fun, challenges, something that makes me plan, projects, active rather than sitting in office all day long everyday... most of all, OVERSEAS TRAVEL! i don't mind i don't mind!

And i hope that i will really receive my 1 week pay on this coming friday as told. i really want to fulfil BF!!!!!!! chionging now...

On monday, the usual us went to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. Justin, jasper, rubez and i. It was JASPER'S 17th BIRTHDAY! we didn't do much in the celebration la... just a time of nice fellowship that day. We walked to Raffles city mac, sat down, ate McFlurry, chatted... Enjoy~

Tuesday, another round of jasper celebration. this time round more people. Jasper, thomas, johnathan, justin, lexx, ben, clarice, cherlyn, jimmy, rubez and I. We had a wonderful dinner at cine pastamania, although bad service frm the staff there. Camwhore sessions! Then we shopped around Cine and Heeren, wanted to get jasper a bday gift... but till all shop closes, we still could not find a good one... Jasper, SOON okie? hehe!

This week is another time of morning prayer meetings. i really enjoy every single session till now. Slept average of 4 hours a day (ok la, i did napped in the afternoon too.) but charged up for the rest of the day. It seems that i am able to trust God more, have greater faith, peace in my heart when i begin to seek God and pray.

Philippians 4:6-7, "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your request be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Jesus Christ."

In this period of time, i really need to... when now is going to be the end of BF season, job job JOB! Seriously, need the BREAKTHROUGH!!!!!! not just wanting a job just to earn money for living, but a clearer vision of my future career, a better idea of what i really want to do, something that will make my life fulfilling. Greater passion, faith, trust and capacity.

{ 10:20:00 PM }