Wednesday, June 30, 2004.

BaCk tO sChoOL!!! The jUnE hoLidAy wAS a BuSy hOLidAy tO mE... FiRsT wEeK, i hAd YoUtH eMeRgE cOnfErEnCe.. SeCoNd WeeK, i hAd tO gO bAcK tO sChOoL fOr BriDgiNg PrOgRaMme.. ThiRd wEeK, i hAd sAturatiOn, BBQ, aNd heLpiNg Bro MJ oN tHe stReEt sOccEr mAtCh... Only fOuRTh wEeK, i sTayeD aT hOmE fOr mOst dAys.. I diDn'T cOmpLeTe mY hoLidAy aSsiGnmEnts oN tiMe... untiL tOdAy, tHeRe'S stiLL lOts oF hAvEn'T coMpLeTe... MuSt wOrK hArD fOr mY sTudiEs fRoM tHe sTaRtiNg oF tHiS nEw tErm!!! O leVel iS cOmiNg... 4 mOnThs aWaY... =P

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Sunday, June 13, 2004.

It'S hAs bEeN 1 wEeK sInCe i bLog le.. LeT mE sUm uP eVeRytHiNg iN 1-dAy-eNtRy..

4/6 Fri

I tOoK uP mY cOurAgE aNd gO fOr bLoOd dOnatiOn.. iT'S nOT nEeDle oR pAiN oR bLooD tHaT cAn fEaR me.. bUt i wEnT tAmpAniEs aLoNe... i dOn'T kNow tHe pLaCe... aNd nOn oF mY cG mEmbErs siGneD up.. bUt God tELL mE fOr He hAs nOt gIvEn mE tHe sPiRiT of fEaR, bUt oF pOwEr, aNd of LoVe, aNd oF a sOuNd miNd... AMEN!! So i wAs nOt aFraiD!!! StrAiGht aFtEr sChOoL rEmEdiaLs, i hEaded tHeRe... WhEn i rEaCheD tAmpAniEs, i tOoK buS... cOrReCt bUs... bUt i dIdn'T sEe tHe mOsqUe wHiCh wAs vErY nEaR... i eNdEd uP gOiNg fUrtHer & fUrtHeR... so i aLiGhted aT a bUs sToP... i aM dOuBtfuL iF tHe dEstiNatiOn hAd paSsed oR hAven't rEaChEd... i aSkEd a ladY aT tHeRe wAiTiNg fOr a bUs & sHe toLd mE tO cOntiNuE tAkiNg tHaT bUs wHiCh i aLiGhtd... iT'S fUrtHer aWay... i tRuStEd heR.. tHeN i enDed uP aT bEdOk... ThEn i feLt tHaT God tO teLL mE tO gO dOwN... tHe lAdy gAvE me wRoNg iNfo.. So i wEnt dOwN & i cAllEd dArryl... She toLd mE iT's jUsT fEw sToP fRoM tP bUs iNtErcHanGe... i tOok tHe bUs bAck tHeN i rEaChEd tHe blOoD dOnatiOn driVe... rEaLLy thAnks God!!

fElt sO rEliEvEd wHeN i sAw MJ & dArryL.. aNd tHeRe sTiLL gOt mAnY pEoPle.. rEaChEd tHeRe aT 4+ pm.. i wAs wiTh miRaNdA.. yUp.. i feLt sO gReAt tHat i wEnt fOr bLoOd dOnatiOn... iT'S oNly a liTTle pAiN tHat i bEar... nO fEar & woRRiEs... kEkEz.. =P

10/6 Thu

Met uP wiTh mY olD fRiEnds, jAs & piNgtiNg.. We wEnt oRChArd sHoppiNg... waLk fOr tHe wHole dAy & wEnt aLL pArt oF oRcHaRd.. hEhEz.. i diDn't bUy aLot oF tHiNgs bUt hAd sPeNt aLot oF mOnEy.. MayBe i bOuGht a dRiNk fRoM cOfFeE bEan ba.. 6 pLus dOllars... yuP.. i hAd a niCe tiMe wiTh tHem... mOrE tHan haLf a yEar nEvEr sEe tHeM alrEady... yEah.. =)

11/6 Fri

I wEnt tO mAlaYsiA fOr 1 dAy kUkUp tRip... sCh FieLdtRip... I hAd eNjOy mYseLf tHeRe... hAd a fUn dAy... sPent almoSt S$100 iN oNLy a dAy... wOw.. bUt dIdn't sEeMs tHat i hAd bOugHt oF tHiNgs... hAhA.. tOoK uS tO wRoNg sHoPPiNg cEntRe... nOthiNg aTTractiVe fOr mE tO bUy... tHiNgs i wAntEd tO bUy were nOt tHeRe... nO sHoPs liKe OP, qUiksiLvEr... hAiya.. bUt i stiLL bOuGht cLoThes... lolx.. Then Mrs kWeh bRouGht hiS Son tHeRe tOo wiTh us... HeR liTTle bOy iS rEaLLy cUte... tAt dAy's sUpEr sTar... aLL wEnt nEar hiM, pLay wiTh hiM, diStUrb hiM... gEeZ.. sOoOo cUteZ!!!

12/6 Sat

Had a cOmbiNed cg oUtiNg wiTh N239... diSapPoiNtEd bUt stiLL hAd fUn & eNjOy... We dIdn'T gOt tO pLaY laSer qUeSt... haiZ.. sO wE wENt bOwLiNg... ThEn aLot oF N239 mEmbErs didn'T cOme.. i bRoUght a nEw fRiEnd tHeRe... ThaNks God... hE mixEd wiTh tHe bRoTheRs iN N239 weLL... i toLd hiM bEfoRe tHe oUtiNg tHat tHeRe wiLL bE mANy pple & he wiLL maKe mAny fRiEnds... HoweVer... Not aLot pple tUrn uP fRm tHe oThEr cg.. tHen mY cg mEmbErs.. sOme dOn'T wAnt tO fellowsHip wiTh nEw fRiEnds de... hAiyA.. LiKe tHat mY ceLL gRoUp nO nEed tO fOrm liAoz... =( We wEnt wEst maLL bUrgEr kiNg feLLowsHip... taLk & cHat... AftEr tHat wE wEnt sAturatiOn... Not vEry sUccEssfuL... FiNiSh le, We wEnt bAck tO tHe bUrgEr kiNg... TaLk aBoUt tUe bbq...

13/6 Sun

TodAy mOrniNg, i mEt pEi sHan eArly aT jp tO bUy biRthdAy cAkes & pResEnt... yAh.. cElebrAtEd wAn liN's & kAng hUa's biRthdAy... TodAy sErviCe wAs gReat... aLtHouGh aLot oF oUr cHurCh pAstOr wEnt iSraeL.. bUt tOdAy's pReachiNg wAs gReAt... Had PastOr Rev ChriStiAn AkErhieLm hEre tO pReAch... aT tHe eNd oF tHe sVc, WhEn hE aSkEd tHoSe whO rEceiVe tHe caLLing fRoM God, tO rAiSe hAnd & gO oUt... i diD.. aLot did tOo.. So pAstOr laY hAnd on me(us)... iT wAs tOo fAst... tHen i jUst went dOwn wiThoUt pRepariNg... 1st tiMe pAstOr lAyiNg hAnd oN me.. hEhez.. i wAnt tO gO fOr miSsiOnaRiEs!!! At tHe eNd oF tHe sVc... i cOuld sEnse tHe sTroNg pResEnce oF Holy spirit... i wAs wEepiNg & wEepiNg... cAn't sTop... i wiLL foLLow God wHeRevEr He gOeS... i wiLL dO wHateVer He aSk mE tO dO... i wiLL oBey hiM!!

AftEr sErviCe, wE wEnt NTU cAntEeN tO feLLowsHip... nO mOre cOfFee sHop liAoz.. hEhEz.. cHange pLaCe.. ThEn wE wEnt tO sEe tHeM pLayiNg bAskEtbaLL... The piErciNg sUn bEats dOwN... sO Hot & uNbEarabLe... i kEpt pErspiRiNg... gEeZ.. =P

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Friday, June 04, 2004.

YeAh!!! The LaSt tHrEe dAys, i wEnT fOr EmErGe YoUtH cOnfErEnCe aT ChC!! It wAs gReAt! In tHe 3 dAys cOnFeReNce, i rEcEiVed God'S pRomiSeS tO mE... He iS liKe tElliNg Me He wiLL bE tHeRe fOr mE alWaYs. WhEn i aM dOwN, hE wOuLd puLL mE uP.. ThRoUgH HiM, i sEe viSiOn... gReAt gReAt viSiOn... My fAdiNg dReAmS aRe bAcK sTrOng iN mY hEaRt... I wAnT a rEviVaL iN mY sChOoL!!! i wAnT tO sEe mY fRiEnDs gEt sAvEd!!! My mOsT dEsiRes... In tHe cOnfErEnCe, i hEaRd aLoT oF tEstiMoniEs aBoUt tHe rEvivAls iN mAnY sChOoLs, hOw God hAs dOnE gReAtly iN tHeir liVes... And God iS teLLiNg mE.. It cAn hApPeN tO mE & to mY scHoOl too!!!

DuriNg tHe 3 dAys, i hAd sEeN tHrOuGh hOw tHe yOuThs iN oUr cHuRcH rEleAsEd tHeiR pOtEntiaL tO tHe fuLLeSt... How tHey hAd mAdE uSe oF tHe giFts tHaT God giVe iN tHeM... We dOeS nOt liVe bY oUr oWn sTrEnGth, bUt God'S sTrEnGtH!! ThEy rElEaSeD tHeiR fuLLeSt pOtEntiAl iN tHe WORD POWER, PARADE OF SCHOOL, TALENTIME, EXTREME SPORT... AnD eVeN tHe oThErs wHo wEre nOt iNvolvE iN tHeSe, tHe eNeRgY fiLLeD iN eVeRy yOuTh bRoKe oUt... AlWaYs pRasiNg & worShiPpiNg God wiTh aLL tHeir hEaRt... And cHeErEd fOr eVeRy siStErs & bRoThErs WhO wErE rElEasiNg tHeiR pOtEntiAL...

NoW, I aM mOrE hUngRy, mOrE dEsiRe fOr His pResEnCe & wOrDs!! My hEaRt iS fiLLeD wiTh hiM eVeRy mOmEnt.. I LoVe Him wiTh aLL mY hEaRt, mY miNd, mY sTrEnGtH, aNd mY souL... NothiNg cAn cOmpArE tO tHe placE wHeRe i cAn sEe Him fAcE tO fAcE.. ThEre'S nO oThEr LoVe gReAtEr tHaN His LoVe fOr uS... I wAnT tO sEeK hiM evErYdAy... PaStOr sAiD tHaT, oNcE tHe HoLy sPiRiT gOEs fAr aWaY frOM yOu, iT wiLL bE vErY hArD tO hAvE HiM bAcK aGaiN... i doN't wAnT tO bAcKsLiDe.. i dOn't wAnT tHe fAdiNg oF tHe pReSencE oF HoLy sPiRiT... I dOn'T wANt tO bE aWaY fRoM HiM!! I wAnT tO sTaNd sTrOnG wiTh tHe HoLy sPiriT.. nOT lettiNg tHe dEviL tO tEmPt mE & tAkE aWaY mE fRoM God!!

My dReAms...

TO sErVe God iN mOrE gReAtEr wAyS... uSiNg tHe God-giVeN pOtEntiaL & sErVe hiM... I wAnT tO gO fOr miSsiOn tRiP... tiMes aRe NoT fAr aWaY bUt nEaR... I wAnT tO eNtEr ChoiR miNiStRy & bE a sOnG leAdEr...

I wAnT a gReAt rEviVaL iN mY sChOoL aNd tHe wHoLe natiOn... i wAnT tO sEe aLL LoSt souLs gEt sAvE... LORD.. uSe Me, i pRaY!! StReNgtHeNeD mE & i wAnT tO pReAch yOur wOrDs tO tHeM... I wAnT tO bE a gOoD liViNg tEstiMoNy uPoN tHeir eYeS... LettiNg eVeryoNe kNoW tHat GoD sHoWed hOw mUcH He LoVed uS bY sendiNg hiS oNLy SoN iNtO tHe wOrLd sO tHaT wE miGht hAvE eTernaL liFe tHrOuGh HiM. ThiS iS reaL loVe. It iS nOt tHat we LoVed God, bUt tHaT He LoVed uS aNd sEnt hiS SoN aS a sAcRifiCe tO tAkE aWay oUr siNs...

I LoNg tO hAvE mY ceLL gRoUp fOrM... ThEre wiLL bE sTrOnG sPirituaL & aNoiNtiNg uPoN aLL mEmbErs aNd StRoNg uNiTy... I tRuSt HiM tHaT wHaT i wAnT iN bEliEvE, hE wiLL nEvEr nOt giVe me... i JuSt cOntiNuE tO wOrK fOr God, hAvE fAiTh, aNd oBeY aLL wHat hE toLd mE, oNe dAy i sHaLL sEe fRuiTs beAr!! AMEN!!!

MoReoVeR, For mY sTudiEs & iN mY liFe... i tRuSt God fOr His kNowlEdGe & wiSdOm tHaT hE wiLL giVe mE...

WhAteVeR i sOw tO His KiNgdOm, He wiLL bLeSsEd mE mUcH mOrE tiMes tHaN tHat... He wiLL nEvEr sHoRt cHaNgEd mE... The rEasOn i giVe iS nOt aSking fOr rEtUrN, bUt I LoVe Him!! The aMoUnt i oFfEr tO hiM cAn nEvEr cOmpArEd tO tHe aMoUnt tHat hE giVe me!!

ThEsE 3 dAys hAd ReaLLy mAdE a gReAt impAcT oN mE & LeT mE sTanD eVeN mOrE fiRmEr iN God... I miSs tHe 3 dAys... I cOuLd sEnSe ThE stroNg pReSeNce oF tHe Holy sPirIt tOuChiNg mY hEaRt... I kEpT wEepIng iN tHe 3 dAys eMeRgE cOnfErEnCe... ThAt iS My cRy tO Him... But nExT, mY eVerydAy wiTh ThE pReSeNce oF Holy SpiriT iS eVeN mOrE pReciOus & gReAt.... I wiLL ChEriSh iT!!! =)

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