Wednesday, October 31, 2007.

Crazy chalet!!

Yesterday we had an crazy day and night! In the morning, some of the us went to je n swim. it was super funny la, the guys. We teased huiwen & **** for doing sushi together. haha.. and yeah.. i got slight sunburn man! pain.. After that we went to vivo, accompaied huiwen to buy her havaianas sandals. Then we went to the chalet. we were so shagged and tired already by that time.

Terri birthday celebration was great. she received a lot of cakes. we sang birthday song for her twice, one during the night and another after 12 midnight, because today was her actual birthday. She were greatly blessed with presents. We had also used many candles to form "happy birthday" for her, lighted up! so beautiful. In the late midnight, we all sat down together and played games with forfeits for people who losed. a lot of us were drunk by tap water. lol.. yeah, it's tap water! Later on, weipin, isaac, jx, terri and her cliques etc were super crazy and high with their own games. some of us were in the room at 2nd level could hear their screamings and their craziness, while we stay in the room and play bridge. bridge for the whole night and morning can!! Played from 2am to 6-7am in the morning. omg. by then almost everyone left the chalet alrdy. so there only left me, raymond, zhihao, clarence, joshua, isaac, gen, all in the room. by then we were super tired and took power nap until 10am. woke up and play bridge again!! lols.. a night of bridge!!!

then i reached home at 1pm today after, slept at 2pm and woke up 7.30pm to eat dinner. thought of terri's birthday, she is really blessed. i never have such a big glamourous birthday celebration before and never get to receive that much presents before. haha.. my birthday is coming in less than 2 months, wonder how it'll be like this time. with different groups of people spending this year with me compare to last year. weee~

tomorrow gotta be usual training at 3pm. yeah yeah.. more and more members are leaving our club. from not enough people to overflowing of people to not enough people again. burden..

{ 11:30:00 PM }

Monday, October 29, 2007.

don't compare myself with others...

{ 3:10:00 PM }

Today went to church in the afternoon and had an awesome prayer meeting. basically we prayed about the coming Arise & Build, new building, church growth, and individual lives today.

Then later in the evening, met up with raymond, jx, zhihao, wenqing, flex, dominic, huiwen for shopping around orchard. we walk around orchard probably from 5 to 10 plus. We had a fun day trying all the masks and halloween props sold at one of the japanese supermarket. took a lot of funny photos, and do a lot of funny stuffs. Guess what?? i finally bought my havaianas sandals that i have been eyeing for very long!!! but i still want to get more havaianas slippers and sandals! = )

{ 1:36:00 AM }

Wednesday, October 24, 2007.

savior king

HILLSONG - SAVIOR KING

LET NOW THE WEAK SAY I HAVE STRENGTH
BY THE SPIRIT OF POWER
THAT RAISED CHRIST FROM THE DEAD
LET NOW THE POOR STAND AND CONFESS
THAT MY PORTION IS HIM
AND I'M MORE THAN BLESSED

LET NOW OUR HEARTS BURN WITH A FLAME
A FIRE CONSUMING ALL FOR YOUR SON'S HOLY NAME
AND WITH THE HEAVENS WE DECLARE
YOU ARE OUR KING

WE LOVE YOU LORD, WE WORSHIP YOU
YOU ARE OUR GOD, YOU ALONE ARE GOOD

YOU ASKED YOUR SON TO CARRY THIS
THE HEAVY CROSS, OUR WEIGHT OF SIN

I LOVE YOU LORD, I WORSHIP YOU
HOPE WHICH WAS LOST, NOW STANDS RENEWED
I GIVE MY LIFE TO HONOR THIS
THE LOVE OF CHRIST, THE SAVIOR KING

LET NOW YOUR CHURCH SHINE AS YOUR BRIDE
THAT YOU SAW IN YOUR HEART
AS YOU OFFERED UP YOUR LIFE
LET NOW THE LOST BE WELCOMED HOME
BY THE SAVED AND REDEEMED
THOSE ADOPTED AS YOUR OWN

{ 2:20:00 AM }

i know being in the limelight is not my thing...

{ 2:18:00 AM }

Monday, October 22, 2007.

i am sad to hear from my friend that she has just broke off with her bf. actually i know both of them. indeed being in a relationship and maintaining it isn't easy at all. jia you girl! God is with you. You have all your friends supporting you too!

{ 1:50:00 AM }

Sunday, October 21, 2007.

yesterday after service, the helpers had a meeting with sha. She share with us how the leaders in our church are burdened for the members of this church. For like prayer meetings, those members who will go for pm is always the same members, members who are matured spirituality and hungry for God. The younger members are not so hungry and on fire even though they maybe committed to church. So those who are spiritual will get even more spiritual, those who aren't will remain. Therefore all the more mature members need to really build up the younger members.

More things and responsibilty are coming to me. I really need to depend on God more to do things. pray and read Bible everyday!

{ 1:23:00 PM }

I realised that people have been coming to me to tell me their problems or discussed with me certain ideas in life. I will give them a lot of advices and my thoughts and God's words. they listened and did felt encouraged. but when i get to think if i am the one who goes through all these problems, can i really do it or get myself to think that way, in the way that i had adviced others??

The principles of sowing and reaping. when i keep on sowing and sowing, in the end what am i going to reap? what kind of fruits. whatever i sow, i will reap. All these while, what have i been sowing?

{ 2:00:00 AM }

Friday, October 19, 2007.

i lost 1 kg!!!
yeah..
more to go..
endure!!

{ 12:21:00 AM }

Saturday, October 13, 2007.

Today i ended school at ard 1pm. Sheryl, junxiang and i went causeway point to had mos burger lunch. after that junxiang left, left only 2 of us. we went shopping at woodlands. we talked a lot of stuffs. 1 of it was about how our friends had changed. for a particular friend that we talked about, i met this person again in school when i went back to school after our shopping trip. it seems like after we had talk about this person, my attitude towards this person has change 180 degree, not 360 degree la. just didn't really talk to this person much, and vice versa.

Today we had a great cell group meeting. presence of God really touched me to the extreme that i just kept crying during worship. we burst out holy laughter today again! = )

{ 2:22:00 AM }

Thursday, October 11, 2007.

Bible study

Today after school ended at 1pm, i went to clubhouse and chilled till 6.30pm. Most of the time i was on computer. Then me, raymond, weipin, isaac, gen went bs together at riverwalk. We met our coach, julian, when on our way there. Even after bs, met them to go home together. We all have been seeing one another almost everyday in school, and some in church.

Btw, today my FFM BS was on The Art of Shepherding part 2. It is really something i really want to learn and receive. We learnt about what are things that a good shepherd do. I know where i want to go towards. Being Cgl.. Yeah, not many know, only a few.. didn't really share it to many people yet because i felt not ready to share. I know i am too way behind to be there, but i really desire to become one and felt that God had planted me this vision and desire a month ago. Before getting there, i think for now what i really need to work on is my discipline to do the basics first.. and to being discipled and moulded.

{ 12:09:00 AM }

Wednesday, October 10, 2007.

i spent my whole night on friendster, facebook, blog...

{ 2:31:00 AM }

Sunday, October 07, 2007.

Today is sunday... I spent my whole day at home. except during the evening i went to jp n shop shop.. loves shopping!!! I bought new heals from charles & keith, facial wash from the body shop, food (sushi, old chang kee's curry puff for my brother), favourite bubble tea, eyebag cream (help my mum to buy). Guess how much i spent today??

Building fund is coming. God has challenged me again this time... to give more than what i gave last year... when i began to calculate how much i can give this time round, i was like... "God, sure ma...?" Faith!!!

i just fell in love with this song, taiyou no uta.. The melody, the lyrics...

"my spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak..."

{ 11:49:00 PM }

Saturday, October 06, 2007.

沢尻エリカ - タイヨウのうた

沢尻エリカ(Erika Sawajiri):
タイヨウのうた(taiyou no uta)

震えている私の手に　初めて君が触れて
優しい気持ち　暖かさに　やっと気付いたんだ
閉ざした窓開ければ　新しい風が吹いた

笑って　泣いて　君と出会えて
見える世界は輝き出した
向日葵揺れる　太陽の下で
感じていた　風を　日々を…

信じること迷うことも立ち止まることも全部
私が今ここで生きてる答えかもしれない
モノクロの毎日が色付いて行くように

笑って　泣いて　君と出会えて
続く未来は輝いていた
向日葵揺れる　太陽の下で
わたしのまま明日を歌うよ...

限りにない日々も
止まらない時間も
どれなけ愛せるかな
愛せるよね
君がいれば二人さえも
逸らさないで...

笑って　泣いて　君と出会えて
続く未来は輝いていた
向日葵揺れる　太陽の下で
わたしのまま明日を

ありがとう伝えたい今なら言えるよ
過ごした季節も忘れはしないよ
向日葵揺れるタイヨウのように
私のうた君を照らすよ...

私のまま・・・
君を・・・・
君を・・・

{ 2:03:00 AM }

Thursday, October 04, 2007.

here in my life

Here In My Life
(Mia Fieldes, Hillsong)

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At Your word Lord, I'll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
Still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way

{ 1:30:00 PM }

Wednesday, October 03, 2007.

I love today!
Today i ended my school until 1pm, then i went to clubhouse to chill. There were me, wei pin, raymond, issac, edmund, terri... etc.. We played bridge, dai dee, bluff and heart attack. Those who lose in the rounds will get to do forfeit. hahas.. I really get addicted to bridge liao!! I really had a great time spending my time there. Later in the evening, we cg helpers had a conference call with our cgl to talk about this friday cg event. We had a very long discussion until some of the people and i reached riverwalk. me, raymond, weipin, issac and genevieve(don't know how to spell) went to riverwalk for bs together.

Today Bible study, we were taught about The Art of Shepherding part 1. It was really a awesome 1!!

{ 11:59:00 PM }

weather is super duper hot!!

no mood to do things...

{ 12:55:00 AM }