Monday, April 30, 2007.

my watch...

2 of my favourite watches...

1st watch..
drop n fell onto the ground..
e glass cracked..
still stay intact to my watch...

2nd watch..
drop n fell onto the ground..
e glass broke...
into pieces that cannot be mend...

sad...

{ 2:01:00 AM }

Monday, April 23, 2007.

Today POS training was tiring...

My body aching...

{ 11:40:00 PM }

POS

In POS training today...

I flew!!

cool!

but i felt so bad, because i am heavy... = )

{ 1:20:00 AM }

Sunday, April 22, 2007.

MANAGING RELATIONSHIP

Today we went for this class, "Managing Relationship", conduct by MJ..

3 Most Deadly Love Myth

1) True romantic love conquers all
2) True love at first sight

Dangers:
a. You may ignore the rest of other relationship
b. You may miss out the chance of real lasting love
c. You may be infactuated with an image

3) The perfect partner will fulfil you completely

8 Kinds of Relationship that Don't Work

1) You care more about your partner more than what he does for you
Amos 3:3
2) You are in love with your partner potential
3) You are on a rescue mission
4) You look up your partner as you role model
5) You are infactuated with the person's external
6) You and your partner are trench buddy
7) You choose a partner in order to be rebellious
8) Your partner is unavailable

Yeah... I shall build up my character first. There are times of temptations, but i will overcome all temptations to do what God wants me to do!

{ 12:31:00 AM }

Friday, April 20, 2007.

Praise The Lord!

PTL!! for His protection over my things.. I thank God that after 2 days, n that i left my thumbdrive on a computer in a computer lab, It wasn't missing and was still connect to the pc. Usually, people will take it. but after 2 days, it was still there! so really PTL PTL! = ]

{ 1:00:00 AM }

SP POS 2007!

Some photos we took after our training @ SMU underground last week... = ) hahas..

{ 12:02:00 AM }

Tuesday, April 17, 2007.

Just now i was reminded of a friend of mine. I was reminded that 2 weeks ago, the Easter week, she sms-ed me she was attending a service of another church which was just beside mine. Then just now i went to read her blog and she was talking about her experiences and her thoughts after she attended the church services. It was great. She has been a strong buddhist and right now she is attending church, interested. I began to recall that God actually spoke to me about few months ago to reach out to this person. After that, I went to talk to her, had a chat with her a while and then i didn't continue in reaching out to her. I thought that she has been a strong buddhist and so i didn't believe of her openess, and i wasn't that close to her as a friend, so i didn't really go on in reaching out to her and invite her to church. When i read her blog just now, i realised that actually God really spoke to me to reach out to her that time. but i didn't do what God told me. If i had obey God that time, things will be different...

{ 1:40:00 AM }

Monday, April 16, 2007.

Pst Benny Hinn's Healing Crusade!

Wow!!!!!! This week just had healing crusade by Pst Benny Hinn at SIS! It was really awesome man! When i see hundreds and thousands of people respond to the altar call and received Christ, when i see many people began to receive healing. The lames began to walk, those who were really sick in the body began to reaceive healings.. All those are not small sickness, but those are big sickness. Many wonderful miracles, and signs and wonders really happened for the 3 days of crusade.

It isn't only the faith, the healings of people that make me felt so impacted... Even for those who don't need healings were so touched by the power of God! Especially for the choir (yeah.. i sang in the choir), we were being blessed and touched by the power of God for so many times, that many people are so envious of us. hahas.. When Pst Benny said the word "touched" the whole choir fell under the power of God. Some started to cried, some started to burst out Holy Laughter. It was really an amazing feeling that we won't be able to do it on our own. Moreover, we will be getting our Israel trip sponsered!!!! yeah!

After the 3 days of crusade (i only went for 2 days, which is saturday and sunday), i was impacted, i was touched.. Many did too! And many that received healing are from singapore, from our church. However, when i saw my friends' friends and family members were there and were so impacted, i thought why i didn't bring any of my friends or family members there. I believe if they were there, they will be so moved and impacted and will surely get saved. Why did i allow my friends to miss out such a great event that they will be able to see and experience the mighty move of God.

Start school liao!

{ 12:49:00 AM }

Saturday, April 14, 2007.

Happy!!

yeah!!

ITP finally end already!

Going back to school on monday!

So excited!

On saturday and sunday, i will be singing in choir for Benny Hinn crusade!

= )

{ 12:43:00 AM }

Friday, April 13, 2007.

counting down...

1 more day left for my itp!!!

Yeah.. 1 more day to go!!!

{ 1:55:00 AM }

Thursday, April 12, 2007.

counting down...

2 days left for my itp!!!

{ 1:33:00 AM }

Today after work, i rush down for bs at mj house which start at 7pm. I took bus 36 there and i supposed i would be able to reach there slightly late only. but in the end i was 1 hour 15 min late. Thank God i still make it for the lesson before it ends even though the lesson was only left last few points only when i had reached.

The reason i was so late is...

Firstly, i took bus 36 from the wrong direction. I took from the bus stop outside ymca when i should have take the bus from the bus stop at plaza singapura. So i boarded the bus at dhouby ghaut area, it went to orchard, traveled for a big round, and ended up at dhouby ghaut area 30 minutes later. it was already 7.15pm.

Secondly, the bus then went to suntec and had a long traffic jam over there, stuck there for another 30-40 minutes. and plus all other time that the bus traveled, i reached mj house at 8.15pm!!

Yeah.. but still still thank God my situation wasn't like yi quan that time.

Today bs is lesson 9, The gifts of wisdom & knowledge. After the lesson, mj challenged us to learn how to move in the gifts of wisdom & knowledge. There are 9 of us today in the bs group, + mj 10. 4 of them need to sit down in a row and face the wall. while another 4 of us, each will sit directly behind them in a way that they were unable to see us and know who is sitting directly behind them. So they need to give a word to the person behind them and discern who is the person. After their turn, we switched, with us being the ones to give word and discern. all of us very stress lohs... haha.. i was aitting directly behind yi xuan, she gave a word that really encourage me and discerned correctly it was me who was behind her. it was amazing and really build my faith up when i really want to lean on the Holy Spirit only. I actually gave a word and discern the correct person behind me!! yeah.. it really build my faith up in my discernment! yeah.. PTL!

{ 12:06:00 AM }

Wednesday, April 11, 2007.

counting down...

3 days left for my itp!!!

{ 2:33:00 AM }

God is my Refuge, my Shelter, my Healer and Rest.. Almighty Redeemer, Salvation and Strength...

I shall put my trust and faith in God... = )

{ 2:21:00 AM }

Tuesday, April 10, 2007.

counting down...

4 days left for my itp!!!

{ 12:46:00 AM }

Just came back from pos training... reach home around 1/2 hour ago... tired.. missing my sleep.. Yesterday i slept at 3am and woke up 6.30 this morning for work. I guess today gotta stay up late again. There are still work for me to rush.

Tomorrow will be having pos training again. meiping, edmund and ernest must be there tomorrow, so that we can have a complete tower to train on the stunts...

Finally my attachment is going to end in this this week! happy! yeah!! Waiting for this weekend to come... end of itp, Benny Hinn, back to school... hehe..

{ 12:36:00 AM }

Monday, April 09, 2007.

My desires...

The desires in me that i want to rise up in serving God, in the things i do in church n cg..

I began to think why some people can rise up so fast and why people couldn't rise up as fast as that person.

I have been in church for 3 years plus already, 20 years old this year, how far have i gone in God, how much have i grown, how much fruits am i bearing now?

Why some people who are younger than me or came church later than me, they are already a leader, cell group helper, cell group leader etc.. doing so much things.. yet i am still a normal member who don't even have a ministry... How fruitful am i? I ask myself this question... Why i just have to wait so long to serve in a ministry i desire? Why am i still at this level? When can i really see breakthrough in my walk with God?

Despite of my inadequacy, I still dream, i vision, i desire, i ask, i pray, i wait, I trust, have faith...

{ 1:04:00 AM }

Friday, April 06, 2007.

This week..

it has been a tiring week... Other than itp, these are the things i had for this whole week..

Monday: POS training

Tuesday: POS training

Wednesday: Cg prayer meeting

Thursday: Met out with my classmates for dinner at habour front

Friday: Easter service

Saturday: Easter services

Sunday: Easter services + POS training

Everyday i would reach home 12midnight or later.. Since itp, everyday less than 1/4 of my day are sleeping, 1/2 of my day are itp, and e rest of my day are occupied with all these liao.. except weekends.. Therefore, how i hope to go back to school faster... to have more time to do the things that i want to do! miss school life so much...

{ 1:31:00 AM }

counting down...

8 days left for my itp!!!

{ 1:28:00 AM }

Thursday, April 05, 2007.

9 days left for my itp!!

{ 1:27:00 AM }

Wednesday, April 04, 2007.

ITP...

Counting down...

10 days left for my itp!!!

{ 1:05:00 AM }

Tuesday, April 03, 2007.

11 days left for my itp...

{ 12:08:00 AM }

Monday, April 02, 2007.

Easter...

Easter is coming! Church is aiming for 50 000 people and cg is aiming for i think 70 plus or 80 friends... haiss.. Currently cg got 20 plus friends already... but i only got 3 confirmed friends. i really felt that this easter service will be so awesome that it'll touch many hearts. i felt so sad that i have asked so many friends and most of them aren't coming.. This 3 people that are coming is only 1/10 of the people i invited... There are total of 5 services for all the 3 days, i just can't understand why they couldn't make it for even 1 of it.

For this 1 paticular friend of mine that i have been reaching out to, he have been coming for services for this past 3 months, yet his attitude really make me felt so burdened for him. I have been praying for him that he'll be saved, he is still not la. The saddest thing is that he say that he is not coming for easter service, or can say he is not really interested, when i felt i rather he come for the easter service and didn't come for services for the past few months. how...? God, teach me how to reach out to him!! I just felt like giving up in reaching out to him. the harvest is plentiful, isn't it?

Today we had our pos training, end of 2nd week of training. After training, we had a great time of fellowshipping, and got to know more of the people that just join in this year. This year i want to involve in stunt again, as a back supporter.. because i know i won't be able to be a flyer. yeah yeah... = )

Countdown to the end of my itp!!

12 days left...

{ 1:04:00 AM }