Monday, March 26, 2007.

It has been really a tiring week for me... working for my itp, 8.30am to 6pm from monday to friday, i will have something on after work for most of the days, like bs, cgm etc.. went to help out for some emerge programmes in the morning, then service.. sunday i went service in the morning, then i had choir practice for Benny hinn crusade, then got pos training and i just got back home at 12 plus am just now. What i am missing out is sleep... i wasn't sleeping enough since my start of itp.

It was tiring.. but then God is good and His strength is sufficient for me. I could feel His strength over me physically and spiritually. As i seek Him, and am hungry for Him, I felt so recharge by His presence. I felt so touched by Him over this few weeks that i am getting more hungry for Him. I know so much that my life is going up to another level of breakthrough this time. What i really desire and see right now wasn't like before. I just desire for greater breakthrough in my life, i will be used by God, know Him even more...

On saturday, one of my members was sharing with me something personal... and i told her i have the same feeling too. haha..

{ 1:20:00 AM }

Monday, March 19, 2007.

Yeah! This is the 6th week of my itp! 1 more month to go liao! i have never be so eager to go back to school... It has been going ok so far after those discouraging moments that time... yup yup.. This itp has let me found what i really want to do in the future after i really graduate from poly. lols..

Sun released her new album, 拥抱. The songs are really so beautiful!! PTL that her album had went up to the 1st in taiwan's album chart last week!

{ 11:40:00 PM }

Tuesday, March 13, 2007.

何耀珊-拥抱

你怀着伤口 在人海独自漫游
你低着头 不再看星座
以为没人懂 就狠狠关上窗口
可是这寂寞 原来每个路人都懂

你我都有过 拥抱一样的难过
给我你的双手 让我贴近你的胸口(真心拥有)
温柔在流动 拥抱复活的感动
沉默都能够交流 心事化做心跳的节奏

想哭的时候 请想起我的笑容
流下的泪光 原来会在暗中闪烁

天空如果有乌云漂过 就陪你等候
你在害怕什么 我在雨后城市中看到彩虹

不管宇宙多辽阔 拥抱紧我的星球

{ 10:19:00 PM }

Monday, March 12, 2007.

My ITP...

It's the 5th week of my attachment... there're still 4 week and 4 days to go approximately.. At the first 3 weeks everything goes so fine and ok, nothing really went wrong. But since end of last week, everything went so wrong and i really felt super discouraged and burdened.

Last thursday my supervisor was on half day leave in the morning. I wanted to photocopy something, but i didn't really know how to use. I didn't approach anyone for help because i wanted to do it myself and i didn't really know the people. then if i keep standing there, it'll be like very awkward. i went back to my seat first, thinking maybe can wait for my supervisor to come back then ask her. later, i thought that i could do it, so i went back to the machine to use it. When my supervisor came back to office, she told me that the people from other department gossiped about me that i was loitering around the office not doing my work when she was not around. The gossips was spreaded even to the reception. Come on lohs... why on earth i loiter around the office.. for what? what so nice in the office for me to loiter?

Then today, i kinda feel so sleepy and dozed off few times in a day. she caught me la. It wasn't that good which i know.. i have been sleeping late.. and i should change this habit when i need to wake up early in the next morning. Then today she came and tell me she is disappointed to catch me day dreaming, saying my productivity is too far below expectation, warned me second to put in effort if not she going to report to my LO. I know clearly i didn't daydream at all!!! maybe when she saw me when i am not typing on the keyboard, and thought that i was daydreaming. that time i may be taking a break for 1 or 2 min after facing the database for so hours, fidgiting ard the programs in the com awhile. that's all! There are so many stacks of lucky draw coupons which i need to key in the details into the database. How fast can i get? I had tried my best to finish it in less than 2 whole days. and i have to take time to understand some of the super bad handwriting on the coupons before i can key in their data. And i have another hundreds of folders which i need to separate the papers which are reusable and not reusable. and etc etc other thngs to do. Perhaps i could have go faster in doing them, but at least i have really done my best at that moment to do the things, and i had put in my best effort to do everything. Whatever she told me that i shouldn't be doing, i didn't do it already.. eg using msn, surfing the net...

Then from this week onwards, i don't have a permanent seat for me, which means i have to go from seat to seat on certain days, use the place only when the person who was seating there is not around. Why not enough seats? Why so shag that i don't have a permanent seat and table?

Lord, i really need You! I really need Your strength and wisdom! Enlarge my capacity and help me to bring good testimony in my office, for my itp and my grade for this itp....

{ 11:01:00 PM }

Wednesday, March 07, 2007.

My 2nd semester result...

SYSTEMS DEVELOPMENT TECHNIQUES, B

ELECTRONIC COMMERCE MANAGEMENT, C

REAL ESTATE VALUATION, C

VISUAL DESIGN FOR THE WEB, C

REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION SKILLS, C+

ETHICS AND LAW OF IT, C+

WEB SERVICES DEVELOPMENT, D

Semester GPA: 2.06
Cumulative GPA: 2.31

My goodness... mine this semester result is still so bad even though is expected and better than last semester. For 3rd year i really need to work hard liao! cannot be so slack... I want to get above 3 for my GPA for my 3rd yr...!

1st yr 1st sem gpa is 2.98, 2nd sem is 2.7, 2nd yr 1st sem is 1.5, 2nd sem is 2.06! Omg...

{ 3:23:00 PM }

Tuesday, March 06, 2007.

I think i am in E369 for around 1 month already... I love this cg, my leader, everyone in E369... I thank God for putting me in this cg and thank God for putting this person in this cg too! lols... yup yup...

{ 3:21:00 PM }

ITP...

This week is my 4th week of itp... This morning i can't wake up then i didn't go work.. lols... later need to go see doc n take mc... sianz... My 3rd week of itp i got grade "B" again... yeah...

{ 3:14:00 PM }

Thursday, March 01, 2007.

The Charismata - Gifts of the Holy Spirit, lesson 5

Charisma is derived from charis which is the basic Greek word means grace, or the manifestation of grace.

Charismata
- The gift of righteousness
- The gift of eternal life
- The 7 practical services
- The gift of celibracy
- The 9 spiritual gifts of the Holy Spirit
- The gift of miraculous interventions from death
- The fivefold ministry gifts

{ 12:25:00 AM }