Friday, June 27, 2008.

Woooooo!!! I am finally back to blog!
It has been been a challenging this week.
We went through 5 preaching tests, 1 test each day.
From Faith, to healing, to prosperity, to prayer, to evangelism.
Everyday sleep at around 2 plus am and wake up 4,5,6 am...
not enough sleep for this whole week.
Finally, preaching tests have ended!
My soul can enjoy already!
:))

{ 5:43:00 PM }

Thursday, June 19, 2008.

im really physically very tired...
i want sleep......

{ 1:26:00 AM }

Tuesday, June 17, 2008.

Don't be a faint-hearted...

Man!!
Pastor Kong has started to teach us in SOT on Cultural Mandate!

A great time spent with Kexin earlier on!
That was quality time.
Going from Heeren to cineisure to wisma atria,
and we ate dinner at HK cafe.
Imagine how much things we had talked about.
enjoyed!
:))


All these are not for the faint-hearted...
and i'm not one...

{ 12:52:00 AM }

Sunday, June 15, 2008.

I just had my zone youth camp, Big Bang Camp! It stands for Building A New Generation! It was really tremendous from wednesday to friday.

On the first day, we started out at pulau ubin for ice breaker n human monopoly game. All the SOT students need to help out in the camp. So a lot of us were asked to facilitate the human monopoly stations games. It was my first time leading a station in a game. At first, i didn't lead so well.. but when sha came, she began to guide me, told me things that i should do.. and kept on giving me opportunity. Then slowly, i could lead the game better. Thank God, i no need to participate with the members in the game... They ran all over pulau ubin, and those who are incharge of the stations just sat down there to wait for them to come to us. lols..

On the second day, we had a lot of activities and games... A lot of things happened on that day. one of my member met some problem. During the encounter night as i was serving the chorus board, many things didn't go that well, and i couldn't handle it... I was angry, sad, discouraged, tired throughout the day.. but God gave me strength to overcome everything... During the first and second day of encounter nights, The presence of God was so strong...

Throughout the camp, i told myself to step out of my own comfort zone to serve and stir my team members up. I am just a member in the team, not a team leader nor assistant team leader. Even i was really tired, but i just want to do something and not blend in with the members. I learnt to take initiative. i learnt to break out of my comfort zone. i learnt to be spontaneous. i learn to talk a step of boldness to lead a game that i have nv done before. i learnt that i really need to have spirit of excellence in everything i do...

What really impact me is the members' hunger for God. Usually during camp, everyone would be so tired at the end of the day and would not really spend a lot of time praying. But this time round, people were just so hungry for God... Every cellgroup or teams, late in the midnight or early in the morning, we will come together to praise and worship, pray... and it would go for 1, 2 hours... It was really great! :D

After the camp, tong yan and i met out in the evening at 7 plus. we went far east to shop a while. Then we went to paragon to find kexin. Ate at Soup Spoon and girls talk... then we went to cineleisure, sat down at subway continue to talk... lols!! until 12.30am then we took night rider home... I really had a great time with them. Our first time going out together... niceee!
:))

{ 3:06:00 PM }

Tuesday, June 10, 2008.

i am just so blessed with these few girlfriends in my life...
adora, jiji, tongyan, kexin, rubez...
they are people that i really can share and talk so much with...
thank you my darlingss!!
loads of love to them!
:))

Btw, i went for leaders meeting with Rev. Robb Thompson. The message that he preached was really good. it inspire and touch me a lot. I must really go meditate on the words... but you must be asking what did he shared?? i will post the message up some other day la...

{ 11:32:00 PM }

Oh man!!
i just got sick today,
the day before camp starts!!
that's really bad timing can......


Going for BIG BANG CAMP tomorrow!!
:DD

{ 11:23:00 PM }

Holy Spirit is my helper.
I really need all the help from Holy Spirit.
Without Him, what can i do?
I don't want to do everything alone...

Today after SOT, lunch and went back to sch... i went to meet my members at RP to practice cheers for our coming zone camp. The whole thing was really a battle ah... problems started to come out one by one in cg. The cogls got discipled... and we really learnt a lot in this whole situation. haaaa..

{ 12:37:00 AM }

Monday, June 09, 2008.

one week never update...

it's been a tiring week.
Chionging assignment...

Today, met up with regina, phileo, sharon, thomas, dennis. haha... POS 06 people. my tower was complete because all of us were there. Initially the plan was to fellowship at city hall area.. have dinner.. but last min regina got the Big Groove tickets.. so end up all of us spend our night at expo for the Big Groove. I can say they really dance so amazingly. But maybe i'm not so into dance, i got bored somehow. haha.. but it's ok!

We realised time passes so quickly... thomas going to ORD tomorrow. so fast la! 2 years have gone.. it seems like it was just yesterday that he went to army.. hahaha! The big groove ended at 10 plus and then we went to bedok to eat... It's been a long time since i really go out with them, sit down and talk... it's great! looking forward to more fellowships!!
:DD

Big Bang Camp coming up!
This wednesday to friday!!
yeah!

{ 12:57:00 AM }

Tuesday, June 03, 2008.

Isaiah 49:2
"And He has made My mouth like a sharp sword; in the shadow of His hand He has hidden Me, and made Me a polished shaft; in His quiver He has hidden Me."

(i realised it was Jesus saying this verse in OT.)

Today SOT lesson we started on Homiletics, The Art of Preaching. The lesson taught can sum up in one word, COMMUNICATION. Today SOT was good la, especially the ministering part. As we visualise ourselves doing mighty things for God in the future, Pastor began to ask us, "Do you really believe?" I say YES, I BELIEVE! Even though now i may not be good or adequate, God began to assure me once again, it's e willing vessel that He will use... He reminded me not to forget His promises over my dreams, visions and desires... Also, i need to be more disciplined over my life and more confidencence.

:DD

{ 1:27:00 AM }

Sunday, June 01, 2008.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- angry & sad.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- to sing infront of thousands of people

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
- i want europe countries, church, close friends n families members...

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- somehow... because it's my future...

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
- gentleman, spiritual, healthy build, gd dresser, able to say jokes that make me laugh. haha..

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- i won't wait if this person is not the one

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- forget and move on definitely

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- failures and setbacks...

#10 is being tagged fun?
- not really.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
- 31 yrs old.. prospering in career and financial, married, being part of e music team in church.

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
- Jesus, E369, family, gusto, girlfriends, friends i really know personally over sometime in church.

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- sweet & lovely girl...

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- why can't be married & rich at the same time! lol

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
- shut my alarm..

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
- relationship that will lead to marriage.. yes!

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- tthe person who love me.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
- genuine longlasting friends that will encourage one another.. can share everything under e sun.

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
- friends that you care but they don't appreciate.

#20 how many people you think they fall in love with you now?
- not sure.

tagged by : kexin. :))

the following six, do this quiz too! :P
- cherlyn
- janice tan
- amanda
- edmund
- raymond
- tongyan

:DD

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