Friday, November 30, 2007.

bad days will be gone...

this arghhh feeling......

i feel like crying can...... = (


this word came to me as i was really thinking about everything earlier on...
we are just imperfect people.

{ 1:02:00 PM }

i just feel for this situation that why this kind of thing can get so big. i just feel for joshua because he's my friend. i just feel for you because you are my friend too. my post was meant to be personal... if what i said will destoyed relationship, then i shall not say.

so sorry!

{ 11:16:00 AM }

Haisss...

chill brother, im not talking about you esp for being crude.
i think i shouldn't be writing too much about it.. forget it......!



like what zhi hao said: in the end all that really matters is LOVE...

the 2nd Commandment from God, "you shall love your neighbor as yourself."

What had happened today has really make many of us go *sweat*... it will not be just the problems of 2 or 3 of them. but it's the problems of all SPC and we as their friends. If this someone going to leave SPC or God because of all these unresolved problems, we won't feel good de...

{ 1:29:00 AM }

Thursday, November 29, 2007.

do not grieve the spirit

Ephesians 4:25-32

25 Therefore, putting away lying, "Let each one of you speak truth with his neighbour," for we are members of one another.
26 "Be angry, and do not sin": do not let the sun go down on your wrath,
27 nor give place to the devil.
28 Let him who stole steal no longer, but rather let him labor, working with his hands what is good, that he may have something to give him who has need.
29 Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to hearers.
30 And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption.
31 Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice.
32 And be king to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you.

{ 11:18:00 PM }

Don't play with cockroaches hoh!!!

omg.. it's so scary in the clubhouse just now after huiwen shouted ... "got cockroach!!"
thank God there is raymond there to kill them. lols..

Traumatized by the...
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6........ COCKROACHESSS...

OMGOAT!!!! = (

{ 3:23:00 PM }

Tuesday, November 27, 2007.

to these pple who like to ANYHOW spread rumors:

oooiii guys!
u all are funny la..
you all see, i like cat and he like dog de....
so u all know hoh??
so don't anyhow anyhow spread huh!
hahaha..

{ 11:25:00 PM }

Monday, November 26, 2007.

so nicee...

It's so nice and cool to go make up service on sunday with SPC/POS people and sit together. It's so unusual la... Yesterday after service, ray, joshua and i went to eat suki sushi buffet at cineleisure. so long nv eat sushi buffet liao la.. has been craving for it! omg!! then while we were eating, the place kept going blackout. a while later, zhihao came to find us.

After eating, we went taka walk walk while waiting for gen and huiwen to come. We accompany the 2 of them to go eat their lunch at mos burger. then we went to cathay and watch beowulf in the night. omg.. this show super not nice can... wasted our money. zhihao fell asleep and joshua keep commenting about the show while watching... lols...

{ 4:15:00 PM }

Sunday, November 25, 2007.

Today we had our 2nd cheerleading performance. I really think must give God all the praise and glory for it. I think we still didn't have enough practice and rehearsals for it. this morning and afternoon as we come together and practice, some parts were still messy.. and when we were having rehearsal at the actual place, the organisors actually gave us a lot of comments. but as we started our real performance, we gave all out... and thank God!! all stunts were up sucessfully, everything went smoothly, the audience cheered wehn we had our 2 2 1 up. cool!!! really praise God for that!! and our $100!! some $50 la...

after the performance, we went to had our dinner together at cineleisure.
we went hk cafe to eat, while some went pasta mania. gen, jx, terri,huiwen and i sat together at a table. it was so niceee.. all the nice food and girls talk! omg!!! haha.. i shall not reveal what we talk about..

today is really a nice day!! weeee~ usually saturday we will be in service.. it just feel weird that our saturday today wasn't spend in church.

omgoat!! sore throat is coming my way!! gotta start doing something about it before it really come!

= )

{ 1:20:00 AM }

Saturday, November 24, 2007.

later is our performance!! weee~
it will be a long tiring day...
have to wake up very very early... 8am...
okok.. go sleep liao...

{ 2:01:00 AM }

Friday, November 23, 2007.

this saturday is the performance!!! omg!!!
got government people!
i think we should spend some time praying for our performance that day.
Pray that God will protect us and lead us through this performance smoothly.
rmb rmb!!
= )

{ 12:18:00 AM }

Thursday, November 22, 2007.

diet

i shall remember...
no more than 1 1/2 meal a day!
= )

{ 2:00:00 AM }

1st lesson of FFM2... so cool! we're the first batch who taking that. haha..


omg.. it's so sweet can... =D

{ 12:57:00 AM }

Wednesday, November 21, 2007.

Make It Mutual
A quiet moment making my footprints on the sand.
A sweet feeling comes surrounding me.
It's delirious.
Now that's a sugar rush.
My heart is beating oh so fast,
And I dun wanna fall too deep but I want to make it last

There's no need to rush.
We can take our time. Let it go the natural way.
We begin as friends?
And who knows what ?
Where this could be taking me

In this nice cool breeze.
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

You know what I would like?
I'd like to get to know you more.
Make that mutual.
Boy, you know you wanna know me too

This is how you make me feel.
When you're here, I feel your vibe,
And I hope I don't fall into deep too fast

You're not the type,
Who'll rush into things.
And let it slip away. Yeah,
I like your type.
Caught up in this ride.
It's kinda silly but I'll say

In this nice cool breeze,
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too


Fade Away
I just wanna say hello to you
But you’re not lookin’ my way
Like you trying to act cool
I think I lost my mind
Back there and then
Oh how I let my feelings go

You see, I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’ll put aside
Thought friends we would be
Oh, boy…

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

You just wanna say hello to me
Now the table’s turned
I’m not lookin’ your way

Don’t get it wrong
Oh, it’s twisted up
Alright let’s make this story short

You see, I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’ll put aside
Thought friends we would be
Oh, boy…

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

Whao…
Why did it have to go down this way?
I’ll admit I feel you when you are near
Maybe baby we got it all wrong

{ 12:50:00 AM }

my loves

i shall post something random...
my top 25 loves list... not in order...

1. adidas
2. topshop
3. ed hardy
4. mac fries
5. ben & jerry
6. bling bling stuff
7. slow love songs (aka emo songs)
8. E369
9. God
10. donuts
11. coffee bean
12. honey milk tea (bubble tea)
13. ice lemon tea
14. chalets
15. sony ericsson
16. chocolates
17. strawberry
18. stars
19. sentosa
20. sakae sushi
21. kbox
22. red colour
23. sun tanning
24. cold weather (not raining)
25. not forgeting, SPC!

{ 12:05:00 AM }

Tuesday, November 20, 2007.

Choir ministry

i got into choir ministry!!!
weeeee~
God is good!!
give God all the glory and praises!!!
=D

{ 8:53:00 PM }

i lose another kg. weee~
i lose 3kg in 3 weeks i think.
i know i am slow, but nvm!
= )

{ 12:09:00 PM }

be more straightforward

because you are one of my good friends, so i can be nice to you.

{ 10:18:00 AM }

you are my life

remember? press into my leader's life...
remember? the dreams and desires that i'm having...
remember? it's the Holy Spirit...
it's not easy.. but i will step out of my comfort zone and do it! keep on and keeping on!

{ 1:15:00 AM }

Monday, November 19, 2007.

Today in the morning during our fyp meeting, another hiccup came. one of our member and our leader had some conflict and were angry and didn't talk with one another in the morning. but later in the afternoon, everything was ok already. Last friday when we were preparing for our presentation, one of our members cried. I begin to understand what is said by many people that fyp is a time that good friends will break, many conflicts will arise. True enough, it happen to our group. but my classmates from other groups, they still going on well.

This saturday is SPC 2nd performace. We met out today to have our first practice for the performance. Most people turned up... today we learnt dance mainly as some cheorograph it fresh. some people are not really willing to practice the dance steps together, of course i understand. because they feel awkward to dance. yeah.. i left at 7pm, halfway during the practice. i went for visitation with my cg leader and some members for my one member who are not doing well spiritually. it was good and PRAISE THE LORD!! he's coming back to church again this week.

so during the visitation, i received an sms from my friend whom i brought to SPC and today she joined us for the practice because i ask her to join us for the performance. So she told me in the sms that she was unhappy that today the people were not serious about the practice and were unprepared, she said that she find is a waste of time to join. so she didn't want to participate in the performance. When i received the sms, i was like man~ i got affected and did something stupid.. it was replying her sms when my cgl is counselling that member of mine. man!! ok la, i shall not say much about this.

so i began to think, why like that? but after that, God began to remind me that problem didn't really lie on us, even though i know some people are very unwilling to dance during the practice or there were complains here and there while practicing. but at first when i ask her to join us for the performance, she is already so unwilling. so ...... yeah... (shall not say anything not nice) i want to ask her along for our performance because she is also part of SPC and we're already 3rd year, not much chance to perform already. i just want to let her have a chance to perform, but in the end she isn't really interested. ok... so i begin to understand what is happening now....

{ 11:30:00 PM }

Sunday, November 18, 2007.

sweet sunday treats

back from jp with honey milk tea (bubble tea), sushi (salmon my favourite) and toblerone chocolate!!
weeee~
=D

{ 6:59:00 PM }

sweets

you're remembered by me... = )

{ 5:03:00 PM }

yesterday we had our zone singing audition at riverwalk. me, gerald, amanda, cherlyn, eugene took part. i was nervous when i going to sing can.. haha.. but i think i sang quite ok la... only i keep looking at the lyrics because i am not familiar with the lyrics + im nervous. Sha announced that among us, there are already people/person go into the finals. cool!!!

Pst Phil service yesterday was uber cool too can? He painted throughout the service without preaching, and at the last part he gave altar call and still got so many responded...

After service, janice and i went for choir audition. it went well la.. or at least for me.. did better than the previous time i went. Really hope i can go in, 3rd time liao!!!

Today supposed to go for service, but i didn't.. cannot wake up la...


**thank you** = )

{ 1:08:00 PM }

Thursday, November 15, 2007.

i begin to realise that there are a lot of people who come to my blog without leaving any sound. haha.. i think i got to filter what i say here...

Today we had our fyp presentation rehearsal until 6.15pm... i thought it will end at 4pm, latest 5pm.. but in the end it ended super late. I was supposed to meet my members 5pm at amk hub, in the end can't make it. =X lols..

{ 11:32:00 AM }

we had a prayer meeting with ming jing at ming yao house. got together to pray for this coming zone camp and for our cg. guess what?? Mj revealed to us who's our next cgl taking over another cg when we multiply this december. cool!! but actually many of my members have been guessing who is it. want to know who?? it's....... but then Mj will be taking over for few months then pass the cg to ........... hahaha..

After pm, went down for raymond's birthday party at his house. i guess he did feel uber blessed with so much of his friends turned up and many presents. we got him a issey miyake colonge, GAP t-shirt and a belt. but in the midst of his celebration, my mind was filled with thoughts of how to answer to my cgl about the following up on my caree. stress can!! i called my caree but i went really speechless while talking to her. God please help me!

{ 1:43:00 AM }

Wednesday, November 14, 2007.

sometimes i just hope to know everything, but actually i just didn't know anything and i shouldn't know anything.
sometimes i just push myself through all these on my own and knowing things won't gonna happen.
but my heart still feels and do it.
i am giving and yet i know it still won't happen.
for this moment, i am happy.
but i know that this happiness will fade and i will stop it then.
= )

{ 9:30:00 AM }

Tuesday, November 13, 2007.

The Clothes You Wear

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style

You tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties

You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature.

What others see from your belts

You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

{ 11:55:00 AM }

Monday, November 12, 2007.

after 2 weeks, we will be back to our clubhouse today... = )

{ 10:39:00 AM }

Sunday, November 11, 2007.

i believe in love

Tata Young - I Believe In Love

I feel the heat around me
I feel the beat surrounds me
Could this be for real, I wonder
No need for hesitation
It's time for celebration
Will this be the night I've waited for

When angels fall in love
Heaven knows, does it show, oh
If this love, will last for eternity
Set me on fire

[Chorus]
I believe, I believe in love
And like the stars above
They shine, let it shine over me
Set me free I believe in you
And that our love is true
Oh I believe, I believe

I see that people dancing
Boys and girls romancing
They want this to last forever

Cause underneath the moonlight
Everything is alright
We're reaching our hands up in the air

To where the souls alive
Heaven knows, that it shows oh
If this love, will last for eternity
Set me on fire

[Chorus]

How could I doubt, what was meant to be
Everything I needed was in front of me
Your healing touch, will lift me up in the sky, so high

[Chorus]

{ 9:14:00 PM }

now it goes up to 3 in my prospect list...
yeah...
it's you you YOU! ♥

{ 8:05:00 PM }

fyp, please end faster... i am sick of this. you seem so fake to me. and i feel really difficult to enjoy working with you.

{ 7:45:00 PM }

it's so freaking true!! u gotta try this quiz!!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

{ 6:23:00 PM }

i thought it was impossible but it turn out to be this way now...

{ 5:39:00 PM }

Saturday, November 10, 2007.

love my day!!

Today we had the last lesson of zone singing class at riverwalk. i got sabo-ed to be the first person to sing for demo loh, and sang 3 times in the singing class. super pai sei can? but fun!! after singing class, i stayed at riverwalk to finish up project until 3pm and went to expo.

I supposed to reach at 3.30pm to sit in for a bs given my my cgl to learn frm her in giving bs and i was late for half an hour!! omg! haha.. anw, it was really a great service with Pastor Ulf. He talked about the Holy Spirit in our lives. we had a long service of 4 hours, until 9pm. Carola sang a couple of songs in the service, her voice is so beautiful!! nice la... hope i can sing like her too!

basically i really love today. it has been a great spending time with my members.. talk with them, laugh with them.. and had a new friend whom i can so relate to, and i can see she really opens up to me. love them loads! weee~ we will be multiplying at mid of december after our zone camp. so fast la... don't know who will i be under... = )

{ 11:33:00 PM }

Today i had a really great cgm. The message was about handling stress and the presence of God really touched many of us. I cried and cried when i worship Him. Once again, we had USUAL holy laughter as the joy of the Lord was upon us after we finish crying. super funny la... haha.. = )

{ 1:25:00 AM }

Friday, November 09, 2007.

Yesterday i slept at 4.30am and woke up at 11am this morning. feeling sleepy now... haha.. woke up this morning my first thought was to do essp worksheet and fyp.

i don't want to admit but that's what my heart feels. let everything be remain this way for now because anything that's further is not what i need now.

oh yeah, it's confirm that we won't be getting paid for the performance that day. nvm...

later having cgm. yeah! = )

{ 4:51:00 PM }

Today we had a nice steamboat and weipin's belated birthday celebration at marina bay. We had a lot of fun and took a lot of photos. and just got to realise a couple in the midst of us. haha.. they super sweet la. haha..

I have the pain in my throat for 1 week already. The pain is like the kind you will be having at the initial stage of a real sore throat. minor one, not that pain. but it has been there for almost a week liao. but good la, it means that i not really having sore throat. i still can speak, sing normally without feeling pain. good...

This month has been too many birthdays. i have been going for birthday celebrations and buying birthday gifts in the midst of A&B. broke ah...

coming birthdays this month:
1) raymond, 15 Nov
2) sheryl, 22 Nov
3) yueze, 22 Nov

next month even more... omg.. haha.. nevermind, what you sow you will reap. 10 fold, 20 fold, 50 fold, 100 FOLD!!! christmas & my birthday is coming in less than 2 months time.. fast~

I am happy today. = )

{ 3:25:00 AM }

[[8 Nov 07]] Weipin B'day Celebration @ Marina Bay

{ 2:33:00 AM }

[[2 Nov 07]] SPC Performance @ InterContinental Hotel

{ 1:38:00 AM }

Wednesday, November 07, 2007.

thank God that i am back to You.
i felt better today.
those thoughts are over.
i will keep on and overcome it.
Times when we are faithless, You are always faithful. = )

{ 12:01:00 AM }

Tuesday, November 06, 2007.

last fri, spc had our first ever paid performance at intercontinental hotel. 10 of us. we went there so unprepared. stunts still ok. dance was like... screwed up. it was definitely something not very glorious at all. we only took 1 day to prepare everything. i just heard from one of my spc members about some bad report about our performance that day . haiss.. So we gonna jia you!! train harder to become more zai! =(

{ 12:20:00 AM }

Sunday, November 04, 2007.

Right brain vs left brain

THE Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,22556281-661,00.html

{ 12:21:00 PM }