Thursday, November 30, 2006.

Praise The Lord! Today i just received my pay.. I receive around $300 to my bank... I was surprsed when i saw there is so much amount in my bank. I know my pay had reached the a/c but i was shocked to see a sum of money i did not expect. Before that when i counted how much i would be getting this month for my pay.. So i counted i will be getting probably around $200 or less.. I really don't know how my salary came to be $300.. hahas.. PTL! Thank God for the blessings!! This saturday i will be giving my first amount for the buiding fund! I do feel heart pain to give this amount, but i gonna trust God for greater blessings, breakthrough, and open window upon me as i give and faithfully fulfil all my buiding fund pledges, tithes and offerings.

Then today i skipped my lessons that were after lunch break. I went to meet my members for shopping. It was organised by yue ze la. I thought there would be quite a lot of my members going.. but end up got yue ze, keith, sam, john and me.. 5 of us.. lols.. We met at orchard. We went to far east plaza walk around, then went heeren. In heeren, we only went in a few shops like ed hardy, skin and somemore.. look at clothes.. and john were so attracted to the True Religion jeans that cost between around $300 to $700. hahas.. I bought an Ed Hardy shirt that cost me $84.45. It was at a discounted price of 50% woh! The usual price is $168.90.. I did felt heart pain after i bought but i found it quite worth it to buy as it was in discount. I was telling them that i don't bear to spend $34 to buy a shoe at far east and i went to buy an Ed hardy shirt.. wahaha!
So who wants to get ed hardy clothes, i recommend you all to go now! Because the shop is selling items up to 50% discount!

After that we went to cineleisure for dinner. We ate at pasta mania. After dinner, keith went off as his father would be there to fetch him home. Yue ze went off to play for W384 cgm. Sam went to meet his friend. John and me went home.. huibin was with us too. Hui bin came to my house, and then juz now 3 of us played cards, the game named "cheat", until 12 mn like that. John and i send him home as his house is 1 street across ours. We all chatted along. I think i really had a fun time today! = )

{ 11:25:00 PM }

Tuesday, November 28, 2006.

This whole week i will be so freeeee!!!! I won't be working this whole week... hehe..

Excited!! counting down to my birthday.. 1 month 1 day.. turning 19 soon! I hope i can turn 20 faster.. lols.. =P I have a long wishlist... wahaha...

{ 12:30:00 AM }

God is with me... Yeah.. He is indeed with me.. = ) I want to continue to grow in my spiritual life.. just can't stay at the where i am now... He's strengthening me.. I will put my GOD above anything else! yeah...

{ 12:08:00 AM }

Friday, November 24, 2006.

Since the first day i joined church, i have been wanting to join choir ministry and then become a backup vocalist... I always thought that i can sing quite good... But as time goes by, i started to doubt in myself.. especially after the first audition i failed... I just think that how my singing really like... I know that be in choir and a BV is not just skills but needs anointing also... but what skills do i have?

For example today during cgm, mj ask us what do we have faith on? Some said evangelistic, growth in cg... and he will say gd or something like that... Then i sais i have faith to go to choir ministry... He said that it's a little bit hard but by faith you can... I was like start thinking what does he really mean... I actually felt discourage once again and thought that does God really give me the vision and dreams to enter choir and become BV.. and thought that does He really wants me to go choir... Why then i feel that i am not good enough in my singing? What's my talent actually? I want the anointing too.. Perhaps what i doubt is my singing... I know where are my weaknesses in singing...

Despite all these, i want to have even more faith that i will be able to go in choir ministry... I put my trust in Him... and want to build myself up spiritually... Because going into choir ministry and then become BV has always been my passion and dream... and i do have a vision too.. So no matter what i will have faith!

{ 11:51:00 PM }

Thursday, November 23, 2006.

Since that day, i felt that we are drifting apart... No matter how much u want to assure me that we still can remain close... no matter how much i want that can be true, but till now it didn't happen... I have come back to the reality that from that day onwards our relationship and friendship won't be what we thought it can be already...

Maybe till now, i still think so much about you, our past and all the memories we had.. Everywhere i go, it fills with so much memories... but i am starting to get used to it for my normal own life now... A habit of sms-ing you and waiting for you to sms me, i am and want to cut it all...

Since that day, it's almost 2 months... time flies... I am moving on in my life, a life without you... Even though we are still friends and still contacting each other, the fact is that we have really drift apart... Maybe it's because you have been very filled with your work or other reason.. i don't know and i don't want to think.. but because of that, it make me let go of you and everything easier and faster...

I am not expecting or hoping for anything to happen anymore.. I will just let everything goes naturally...

{ 1:19:00 AM }

Wednesday, November 22, 2006.

Today after gems i went to jp and shop around for time to pass... I think i bought a lot of things again.. I bought a long sleeve shirt n a pant that cost total $32... I also bought 2 handphone accessories which cost $5... and 2 necklace that cost around $20.. Ahhh.... Yesterday i had also bought clothes.. a top, t-shirt, a present for my friend... I realised that i had spent quite alot of money within these 2 days.. Oh no.. must save money.. haven't give my building fund for this month...

Okie.. back to today... After i shop at jp for 2 hours, i went to bl control station, sat there for half an hour to wait for kk, joey, sam, meiyin... I met them 5.30 at there... But actually kk and joey were playing pool at jp already.. meiyin was still in school... So i met sam and we went jp to find joey and kk... After they finished their game, we went to basement to buy cake for celebrating yue ze birthday later de... We left jp at around 5.55pm then took bus to best coffee shop.. meet yue ze there... told him that we all meet for dinner.. but actually we want to celebrate his birthday today...

We ate our dinner there... There were me, yueze, joey, john ,sam, kk, huibin... Today i ate dry ban mian again... hahas.. yesterday just eaten... but i just love the ban mian there... After i finish eating, i left there at 7 pm to rush down for bs at suntec... Meiyin and shi wei only came to join after i left... They all went ahead for the celebration without me... I heard it was a peaceful one... so that's gd.. lol...

I went to bs.. then after bs, i went back to jp and join sam, joey and kk to play pool... I reached home at around 11.15pm.. yeah...

{ 11:58:00 PM }

Sunday, November 19, 2006.

Today i supposed to go for work. Then my mum told me that the family would be going to visit my grandma in the evning... My grandma had fell down few times and had some injuries. So i decided not to work today and follow my parents to go visit my grandma. We went there and stayed at the house until around 9pm then we left home. Basically, my grandma had some blue black over some parts of her bodies from those fell. I felt that she's getting weaker compared to before. But i just thank God right now she is ok, still able to walk. yeah... must pray for her le...

{ 11:01:00 PM }

VDG2 assignment

VDG2 assignment done by my group n i...



I find that it was quite cool so i uploaded it to share with everyone! It's suppose to be a flash animation but i don't know how to show flash so i show gif image.. it's animated.. click on e pic and u can see the animation! = )

{ 1:12:00 AM }

Friday, November 17, 2006.

2 days ago.. In the evening i went to jp to buy dinner... On my way just when i reaching jp, so 巧 that i met him at above the posb bank... i was thinking... like that also can 让我遇见他... haha... He was there because he ended his work then his collegue or who drop him there or something like that... We didn't really talk much... like greet each other than ask "why are you here?" those kind... then he say he very tired, he going back home already... then he went his way and i went to jp... yup yup... = )

{ 11:47:00 PM }

Announce my Multiply!!

This is my multiply...

http://silverstarss.multiply.com

I uploaded some songs and musics... not completed yet.. still in the process of uploading... hehe.. I will be using my multiply mostly on music and photos! Yeah..

So do visit!

{ 3:06:00 AM }

Thursday, November 09, 2006.

Yesterday i went for bs as usual for wednesday. After bs, xueting receive phone call from elton that chloe went into the toilet at city hall mrt station but had been inside for almost 1 hour already. Elton and chloe were previous bs group before us. So we all got worried and rushed down to the mrt station. We went in the toilet and found out that chloe had fainted in the cubicle. The train station managers came to help to open the door to bring chloe out of the cubicle. Then the people brought her to a first-aid room (hidden in the train station). She was rested there and only about half an hour later then she was conscious. Then they called ambulance and she was brought to the hospital as she was still feeling unwell. I did not go with them to the hospital as darryl said that no need to many people follow. So only darryl, desmond, eunice and yi xuan went to the hospital.

Today, whole day was mugging on my e-learning works. In the evening i went alone to jp for shopping. Just walked around lohs... I bought a shoe, mascara and some food from ntuc lohs..

This week is my e-learning week from school. We don't have to go school for lessons but stay at home and do the work and submit online. I think this time i started to do my e-learning works the earliest compare to the previous few e-learning weeks. However, i realise that i am doing it in a very very slow pace.. It's almost the end of the week already, there are still alot of my e-learning works i have not done, and better still, i haven't start study for next week 3 tests and haven't start doing my part for one of an assignment. Arghhh... I just feel that this week past so quickly that i think i didn't do much things.

I just don't know how... i still unable to bring myself to spend my QT. Everyday have been doing things until so late to midnight then after that feel tired le...... how...??

{ 11:28:00 PM }

Monday, November 06, 2006.

This morning meet meiyin at chinese garden station wanted to go swimming at je swimming complex. When we reached there it was around 11.30am, we realised that it open at 2.30pm on monday because they need to change water. Actually i knew it earlier, just that i have forgotten already. So we wanted to wait and we went to the kfc there to eat while waiting. However when we finished our lunch, we saw that the sky began to turn dark. So we decided not to swim but go somewhere else. We went to suntec and meet andrew and her gf, then we went kbox and sing until 6 plus. Then we headed home le. I just think that today i sang quite awfully.. don't know why... hahas.. yeah...

{ 11:53:00 PM }

Arise & Build Season!!

ALL TO YOU

NOW IS THE TIME
WHEN HEAVEN BLENDS WITH EARTHLY SAINTS
THE WORLD RESOUNDS AS ANGELS SING
"OUR GOD REIGNS"
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU

FROM HEAVENS THRONE
YOUR RIVER FLOWS TO THIS LAND
AND ON THIS ROCK FOUNDATIONS LAY
HERE WE STAND
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU

POURING OUT THIS TREASURE YOU GAVE
IN YOUR PROMISES, OUR HEARTS TURN BRAVE
I WILL ARISE AND LAY DOWN THIS SACRIFICE
AS WE'RE BUILDING YOUR HOUSE ON HIGH

YOUR KINGDOM COME
YOUR WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN


On saturday service, was arise & build pledge day... I pledge for an amount which i felt that i stretching my faith for fulfilling it... I need to trust in God le... I just pray for a breakthrough for me in this season!

{ 10:27:00 PM }

Friday, November 03, 2006.

On monday, i only went to school to take a test for RWPS. hahas... I skipped for the next 2 lessons... I went to meet colin and sam for movie, Death Note at cineleisure... We were meeting 1.30pm and both of them were late lohs... Sam reached just on time when the show started and colin reached after the show started... lol.. The show started at 2.10pm. Then after that we went to starbucks near there, sat down and chat... for about 1 plus hour ba... Then he went for his class. Same and i went to meet shi wei, hui ying and the rest of people at suntec for dinner and fellowship. We ate carl's junior and then walked around, go arcade.. We went home after that...

I just felt like i haven't meet him for very long even though we just met out and about 1 week ago we did met. Perhaps we used to meet too often in the past or other reasons.. and right now it's true that we hardly see and talk to each other le ba... I just hope that we could be friends that is like the way 3 months ago when we just knew each other... haas..

Perhaps i am too 傻... want to meet him then i skip my lessons... haha...

{ 11:47:00 PM }