Thursday, February 28, 2008.

just now i was talking with shalynne and sharing things with her and she sharing things with me. At first, it was a blast from her with some problems about cg. later on, we just shared about others things in life. literally after talking to her, i really felt my burdens lifted.

yesterday, i was thinking about many things about what am i able do as a cogl, what do i really have that can impart to my younger members. even i didn't really share about this thoughts to my leader, but after i talked to her, God just show me what i have that i can impart to my members and what's my strength etc. We talked about relationship, but i shall not go further into it. haha..

I really thank God for a great leader. the constant faith in me and support, making me to open myself up to her.

I am also thankful for good friends. they are people who will press into my life and concern about my life. they will know that i am not really an open person by nature in sharing a lot of things.

to you,
you are definitely my good friend whom i can share much things with. even though, a lot of times talking to you and sharing my ideas to you can be a very pek chek thing until can "vomit blood". but you are someone who is interested about my life, and talk to me many things. in blog and friendster and msn... i don't know what kind of friend i am to you, but you are definitely my good friend. :))

anyway, today i was asked to skipped bs by my leader to stay on for outreach outing. actually only 1 friend, close fellowship. we window shopped around bugis junction from 3pm onwards and then went to watch movie, L change the world, at 6.45pm. the movie is nice la!!! really not bad! yea!!

:DD

{ 12:39:00 AM }

Wednesday, February 27, 2008.

My result is BAD...
yeah, bad.
kinda slightly better than previous semester,
and my result is kinda expected.

B+, B, C, D+, D-

what is disappointing is,
my fyp is B+, but still didn't really pull up much of my overall result.

Graduate already...
with much regrets for slacking too much during year 2 & 3.
Graduate with such kind of result.

{ 12:08:00 PM }

"I still failed You from times to times...
Will You still hold on to me?
A lot of times, i'm found to be faithless.
But You are faithful.
Most of the time, this walk is never easy.
But Im still walking because I love You.
Yes, i love You because You first love me.
So i'll never let You go.
Without You, my life is nothing."

:)

{ 1:52:00 AM }

Tuesday, February 26, 2008.

i love this song...

JUWITA SUWITO - PART OF A FOOL

i've been there before and i just can't let go
the memories and pain of the heart i know
now deep in the night
and theres passion inside
dare i follow my heart...

an innocent smile than a walk in the night
than its dinner at home, served with candle lights
and its been quite a while
since i felt good inside
dare i follow my heart

do i feel something special inside of you?
do i noe wat u really think of me?

and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and i just cant deny wat feels so right
do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain
whatever i do,
when it comes to u,
i know sometimes love plays
the part of a fool

i know whats instore
though i can't say much more
a chance with a taking has opened its door
and i can't say i love you,
and i can't say i don't
but i do if i knew

do i feel something special inside of you?
do i noe wat u really think of me?

and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and i just cant deny wat feels so right
do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain
whatever i do,
when it comes to u,
i know sometimes love plays
the part of a fool

and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and i just can't deny wat feels so right..
do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain?
whatever i do
when it comes to u
i know sometimes love plays a part of a fool
whatever i do when it comes to u
i know sometimes love plays a part of a fool

{ 2:52:00 AM }

i can feel YOUR burden.

1 is having problem in school.
1 is backsliding.
1 is having problem at home.
2 is having POs.
2 is having problem with their friend.
and many more i may not know...

can you count how many of them?
and how many people do we really have altogether...
they are friends dear to me.
E369, please start praying.

:(


on a lighter note, i have finally done in signing up for SOT through online!
:D

{ 2:13:00 AM }

Saturday, February 23, 2008.

overnight prayer meeting
&
before that,
cell group meeting
were awesome!

i hasn't been feeling that good before that,
and then God touched me
and i feel refreshed...

the verse that adora shared in cg is exactly the same as what Pst Derek prophesied.

spiritually refreshed,
but i still need to go sleep now!
byeeee!!

:DD

{ 7:02:00 AM }

Friday, February 22, 2008.

sian...

STUPID company!!
ace insurance limited
omg la..
You want to know why?

Myself and 3 of my colleagues whom i knew from the job started working last friday and suppposed to work for 1 month. i was quite content with the job actually, even though it was boring with just doing data entry. the big bag of lucky draw vouchers, we were asked to meet a certain quota everyday by entering around 400 plus entries everyday. we did ok. so we do and do and they expect that we will finish in 1 month. it ended up we finish doing all within 1 week, just this morning. we thought they will have more for us to do. then THEY CAN'T FIND ANYMORE THINGS FOR US TO DO! AND TELL US NO NEED TO COME WORK ALREADY! OMG!! SO STUPID CAN! so we work 1 week from last friday to today late morning.
me being excited thought that can work for 1 month initially and then extend the contract after that. end up only work for 1 week! haiss..

need to find another job again liao...
sian...

=(

{ 4:01:00 PM }

i really need to have more of these...

passion to do the things that God has place in my hands.
love for the connect group members and friends, and souls.
breakthrough in my walk with God.
discipline to pray and read Bible.

yes, i'm feeling tired.
physically --> mentally --> spiritually

{ 12:29:00 AM }

Sunday, February 17, 2008.

Praise God!!
2 friends in my connect group came for service today
and im connecting well with them.
also, for the wonderful gal that God place in my connect group!
love ya, cher!!

:))

{ 1:58:00 AM }

Thursday, February 14, 2008.

i got a job already!!!
temp admin assistant
at Ace Insurance Limited
start work tomorrow...
8.30am-5.30pm, mon-fri.

God is always good!

"Your love is the reason why i sing.
Jesus, You are my everything."

:D

{ 1:47:00 PM }

How come at this point of time,
out of the blue this person appear again.
it's like so so long already...

{ 7:32:00 AM }

Wednesday, February 13, 2008.

I got it already...
and i know what to do...
cheers to our friendship!
:)

{ 11:44:00 PM }

Today we went to watch movie at cineleisure. me, ed, zh and wp... We went to watch Ah Long Ptd Ltd which wp has been wanting to watch. omg! a show which was funny, lame and full of animations. i can rank it 6/10 only. it's not really a show that i will really like. the show.. hmmm.. ok ok only...

and JOSHUA PS us!!


"i'm still trying to understand..."

{ 1:27:00 AM }

Tuesday, February 12, 2008.

it's 4am in the morning and i am still not sleeping...
i have seen too many emo blog posts of my close friends and much thoughts just come across my mind.
and mind you, this whole post is very random actually.
with bits and pieces of thoughts putting together.

everyone has their own past and weaknesses.
there are many so things in life that will take loads of faith and courage to do and keep on doing.
for just one thing that we want to acheive, can we really count how many times we will fail just for a succeed?
because of You, i keep on going...

because of You,
i am no longer who i am in the past.
i can love because You first loved me.

:))

{ 4:00:00 AM }

Sunday, February 10, 2008.

today had our Gusto reunion dinner... haha.. steamboat at bugis. actually there were only few of us... me, weipin, jingxian, gen, joshua, raymond and huiwen. i wanted to eat the "ma la" flavor soup. so apparently, i was the only one who ate that, the others ate with chicken and tom yam soup. lols.. not very spicy at the end la.. maybe because the auntie kept adding chicken soup in my soup.. and i don't know why.. lol

after dinner, we (addition of kelly and edmund) went to watch kungfu dunk together.. so nice la that show! funny and jay chou is so cute inside can!! omg!! haha.. finally i am watching some good movie after the past few bad shows that i had watched.

"i am waiting and believing for it to happen..."

:))

{ 1:49:00 AM }

Tuesday, February 05, 2008.

omg!! after a week of goodness, the bad feeling is haunting me again... i really need to do something about it and really get out of it!

DEVIL, go away in JESUS name! i will never let you come in and take over my mind and thoughts!

{ 2:53:00 AM }

Monday, February 04, 2008.

Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of You
Fill me again with the power of Your spirit
Lord I'm crying out for more and more of You


"it's just that few times..
is it enough for me to believe??"

{ 2:54:00 AM }

Five Loaves and Two Fishes - Corrinne May

{ 2:31:00 AM }

Saturday, February 02, 2008.

Who will be niceee enough to bless me an Ayumi, Guilty album or lend me her album or send me all her songs??

:))

{ 12:44:00 AM }

Friday, February 01, 2008.

my exam ended today!!!
weee~
at the same time,
my 3 years of poly life will stop here too!

i have so much thing i want to do man after my exam!
haha!
catch up my heroes show,
paint my nails,
change my blog skin,
do mask,
sign up for viwawa,
find job,
retail theraphy even though i'm broke for time being,
kbox.. i really want to go!!!
arhhhh!!
SOT, yes!!

excited man!

:DD

{ 11:35:00 PM }